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HuiCi born on 18 July 1993 happy girl (under the starsign of cAnCeR!!) ... having her sweet(not rlly but ok la =D) Fourteenth yr of her life! XD a Singaporean studying in (XYZ) in that rocking class 101'06/201'07/310'08 DANG! as my DING! i Love animals & sMiLeZZ !
My StatuS:
YWishes
LuRvEs!! ( ", )
- to.... enjoy what she likes.
she loves 美酒歌 and have decided to make this part of the blog into a meijiuge section.
theres alot of old songs. vintage songs. (: but where do i start?
101 things to do! and not enough time ): IH research proposal is taking up alot of time from my life.
which leaves me with --- NO LIFE!
i cant wait for june holidays.
BUt i have SO MUCH DEBT TO CLEAR. HAIZ. this is SO saddening! ):
YThursday, April 23, 2009
IM TERRIBLY HAUNTED MY LANGUAGE ARTS
-- i was listening to the radio: Where people were discussing Ms California's reply to the question posted to her by Perez Hilton. HONESTLY. Every living human being. IS entitled to an opinion.
And i think for that, the judges should respect her perspective.
And from my own opinion, i think she is just being honest.
Honestly, how many beauty queens will give you a true answer? Okay, lets not center it around beauty queens, but people you see in everyday life. Scholarship interviews, job interviews, tv interviews. How many true answers do you really get?
DO YOU EVEN WANT TO HEAR A TRUE ANSWER? - OR JUST a POLITICALLY-CORRECT ANSWER? ):
Actualy, i agree to a large extent with her answer. - Firstly, i am happy that people are now free to choose their partners from either the same gender or of the opposite gender.
- Secondly, i honestly from my own opinion. Think that a marriage. should probably be best between a man and woman. Beuaty lies in the eyes of the beholder. I respect decisions of gays and lesbians. I woulddnt deny them of marrying with people of the same sex. Honestly, they are human beings too. AND HERE I AM HAUNTED BY LA. => Human beings are products of society. => We look at things through filtered eye => Filters created by society/influenced by society. => Facts are cheap. => What that are really valuable is perspectives.
And honestly from my own opinion, an ideal marriage would most likely, be a marriage between a man and a woman. Researchers have said that sex is important in keeping a marriage. A marrige alive.
(Ok. I am ill-informed in this area. Are people able to engage in such activity with partners from the same sex?)
Still, there is still another side to this argument that. people are attracted to each other by sex appeal. Sex appeals sells, indeed it sells. Look at the media, look at the streets. Look around you. How many girls love mini-skirts? Hot shorts? Bikinis? V-Neck? And how many guys are attracted to skinny, tight asses? How many girls are yearning for that ideal - nose height - bony figure. like bony but still abit of fats. skinny thighs. Tight bodies. big boobs. - - how many stars are packaged and sell in the media as sexy women/men. Look at the Hush Puppies Male underwear collection. Look at those men parade around with their buff upper bodies and rather lean muscular feet.
WOMEN DROOL... -- ok back to same gender mariage. without sex appeal. the cover will one be really able to find a partner that is truly beautiful from within. An ugly girl vs a beautiful girl. How will you judge them?
So many questions that i cannot answer myelf. But i think that Perez Hilton should respect her views. Actually lat time i had a question likes, why do beauty paegents even have these question and answer tests. WHO SPEAKS THE TRUTH???? D:
GAH. such a headache. THANKS TO LA. (: thats all for today! nights i have a medical appointment tmrw. sleeping early. WOW this time is CALLED EARLY XD
ok byebye (:
YTuesday, April 21, 2009
OMG.
i feel so NARCISSITIC! ok, did i spell that correctly :D aiya just zilian la but the prob is. i'm not really mad abt my own face -- hah photoshop makes me look better :D MUAHHHAH DESATURATE AND THE FILTERS MUAHAHA :D ok bye. i WANT TO SLEEP! aRGH!
YSunday, April 19, 2009
FINALLY, i finished the designs for bspcamp2009. URGH. my mom says that i really look like a mad woman in front of a laptop.
she says its scary. what can you imagine? me sitting in front of a comp.halft tied hair pulled back fringe in a kiap 2 cups of icewater a cat on the lap rough paper at the sides lots of pencils. quite a pissed look plastered on the face. in a half-lit room.
so the face is like, half lit too? like most of the light on the face, is the light from the laptop screen.
really.SCARY. its 2:57am ive been working on it since 11.00pm yesterday. ): FINALLY ITS DONE for sure it wouldnt be selected. i can just imagine how wonderful other designs are. ): haha. nvm i have decided to stop wallowing in sadness sadness like the previousprevious post. i will be happy! actually quite shiok to stay up. i cant sleep anyway. my flu is getting better already except that theres still a choked throat. full of green phlegm. popped ears. ): have that floaty feeling. and my toothaches ): must be my braces haha (:
nextup -> making a handmade card for beloved! :D i've wasted loads of time today. PMS at the internet connection procrastinating about things that i've to do played the piano today (: learnt my Ballade Pour Adeline more!! i dont know why, but when i heard that song i fell in love with it (: played the piano for a total of 3hrs today! :D had chicken rice for dinner made by my mom. haha of course it is vegetarian :D im vegetarian! its fake chicken! x)
and i just couldnt resist watching the square box of wonder the square box you control using a remote! xD aiya. its the TV la! :D couldnt resist watching: 爱、综艺大哥大 looking forward to my 凤凰四重唱 first epi tmrw! 爱情全保 is nice. haiz. all hkdramas are NICE! aiqinquanbao is nice, lighthearted and heartwarming! love it! :D
shall go do my handmade card for yaya bye!
extremes of the moodmeter for me
cheered up. by the channel u commercial for planet earth went to google the song:
What a Wonderful World - Louis Armstrong
thank you for lifting my spirits and my heavy heart Louis. and i believe, you've lifted many many other hearts too.
when you think you can rely on someone, you trust them and sincerely ask for their advices etc but when they fail you. or just dont care what do you do?
it just feels weird that it is not like before anymore. i dont think i ever left a person to fend or die on his or her own. i just thought that
when i was there for people why did they not care when i really badly needed someone to be there with me? ):
at the end of the day no friends ): nobody nothing nothing at the end of the day.
i feel like clamming up from the rest of the world. ): stupid that ive been taken for a ride. stupid that pple treat you like shit when you are really sincere. at the end of the day you have no one to depend on except for yourself and your own family. what a sad ending.
theres really nosuch thing as giving your heart to your loved friends and them giving their hearts back
animals can do this why cant the HIGHER BEINGS humans do it as well? humans may speak the loudest, sing the highest notes, do the smartest* things
but maybe animals do the most sincere things, innocent straight from the heart. they are the most beautiful creatures i have seen apart from my beloved family. that touched my heart. when i look back and recollect
i dont recall many moments of being touched. its so sad. why is it that a retriever, a cat, a dog can touch hearts that humans themselves cant touch?? im really sadded.
goodbye. this sad world.
YSunday, April 12, 2009
被爱是幸福。爱人是痛苦 不管是什么爱都是如此。。。
YSaturday, April 11, 2009
I LIKE THIS
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ITS VERYVERYVERYVERYVERY NICE! T__T http://www.gojane.com/31342-dresses-pleated-drop-tie-waist-dress.html
I love dialect songs! they are really homely, and i love singing them! :D
YThursday, April 02, 2009
Test Results
Sickness Quotient: 54% Your Sickness Quotient" of 54% is hardly cause for concern.
Detailed Diagnosis
Interpersonal Insights You have a positive attitude towards nearly everything, which is incredibly stupid and very annoying to those around you. You hate your mother and father, your neighbors, co-workers, friends, and just about everyone else who happens to think you're a worthless boob.
Job Performance & Attitude Your work is of such poor quality that your manager is considering replacing you with a machine that flushes. You have a deep love for your patients, which is unfortunate since you're a veterinarian.
Personality Insight Your personal motto is "If you can’t make them think, make them wonder." Trust us- you've succeeded beyond your wildest dreams.
YWednesday, April 01, 2009
Prejudice Prejudice Prejudice Prejudice Prejudice
Prejudice – Prejudgment Assumption evident Prejudice ties in with Paul’s wheel. Paul’s wheel is about uncovering prejudice. If you connect what you just learnt, you will discover that paul’s wheel is a tool for discovering or uncovering prejudice. - Why is this important? : o In Semester 2 we will be doing SRQ. Situation Response. o Where there will be a deliberately biased essay. And the writer will use all types of methods to cover his prejudice. o Writers will NOT openly tell you that they are prejudice. o IT IS YOUR JOB TO EXPOSE their prejudice. o CSI in SRQ
- How prejudice is conveyed to you? - How is prejudice hidden? - *WHY does prejudice exists?
- Writers will say that these are… o debating techniques o Argumentative techniques
- YOU will recognize these as: FALLACIES
WHAT? - Assumptions made without concrete, substantial evidence.
WHO? WHEN?
WHERE? - Shown in movies? o Gattaca o Forrest Gump HOW?
*SPECTRA S – Social: - Class-prejudice: o Poor people? o Rich people?
P – Political: - Political Prejudice: o Prejudice against country? o Prejudice against ideologies? (communism) o Prejudice against
E – Economic: (similar to social) - Economic?-prejudice: o Poor looks down on the poor o Rich looks down on the middle-class o PASSING OF JUDGEMENT o A tendency to be prejudiced.
C – Cultural: (similar to social) - Culture-prejudice: o Look down on other cultures o Passing judgments on each others cultures Example: Singapore (Hybrid of Languages) • HUH? • WALAO • Eh don’t like that leh. • GOT MEH?!
T – R – A –
YSunday, March 29, 2009
gua sha the approach that LAteacher take, is it different? if so, how? us there a difference in the way we disect the issue. eg. paul's wheel, spectral we talk about questioning evidence, questioning assumption is that different in the way your chi cher teach you? chi cher focus more on the chi culture, chi language. so is there a certain point of view? - look at the writer's perspective cause if you are biased, you tend to defend that view more! => COPIED FROM YVONNE YEO :D
we are all products of the society, we are rebels of the society.
there is a relationship between the society and you REGARDLESS OF WHETHER U PRO SOCIETY OR GOVERNMENT! MUAHAHAHA MASSACRES: - KILLED MASSES! - AKIN to holocaust! (nazi-germany) PERCEPTION - Chinese government wanted to downplay the issue - not talked about in their syllabus NOT PART OF CHINESE HISTORY even if it is, it'll be VERY BRIEF
country submarine - what are the cause of downplay? by 1989, the chinese students at BEI DA were very forward, DEMOCRACY!
"russia is alrdy having a hard time" "other countries are progressing!!!"
SEE THE DIFFERENT WAYS OF perception *some of the videos only are only the western perspectives* they are using a certain language to explain => LANGUAGE IS NEVER NEUTRAL => the VERY WORD THEY USE is BIASED "incident" "massacre"
depends on which youtue clip you download. could have been the chinese version or the english version... :D WHO IS THE WRITER? WHO's PERSPECTIVE?
many points of views, many voices, MANY PERCEPTIONS MANY MANY ASSUMPTIONS.
always know who is the writer cause there is bound to be bias-ness
PERCEPTIONS VIEWS BOUND TO BE
YWednesday, March 18, 2009
Conclusion of flag day:
- guys are more generous than girls! :D - its best to be proactive! - children are attractd by the stickers!!! - parents usually donate :D - I WILL DO FLAGDAY AGAIN!!!
**heehee, a hidden agenda of doing FD again would be trying to meet my suavey again! :D of course, i will be stationing outside the heeren again! :D to try and meet my SUAVEY AGAIN! MUAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA 8D (*oogles!*)
COMPELLED TO POST POST POST POST POST! I JUST HAVE TO POST TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD ABT SUAVE ENCOUNTER TODAY!
:D today! someone almost made me forget my favourite fruit! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAHHAHAH XD
ok.. today was flagday :D metup with jianingning, nericey (nursery), shiaokeekee, shiaoweiwei and longshanshan! diffused outside heeren with shiaokeekee, shiaoweiwei and longshanshan! met alot of good kind generous helpful people today! but also a fair share of the ho-hum, not so nice pple today! (: (ok.. who am i to judge and label them the not-so-nices, ok maybe things happened. ah nvm (:)
it was quite hard to ask pple at first but got used to it! :D hahaha XD and went along to ask alot of people. (: and this guy that i met totally made me add this clause to the "prospective men" list hahaha XD ok i dont have that list, but because of him! it came about! :D and that clause is.... (DRUMROLL!) GENEROUSITY~!!!! 好事是值得等待的！ 所以宝贝理想男人的故事就流到最后吧！
ok lets start with the artsy people! they were such a riot :D haha x) in a good way xD HAHAHAHAAHAHA so abt 5 guys, with this "ldr of the pack" hahha XD then the whole group came forward quite intimidating. SO TALL what did u expect! im only 150+! then the ldr of the pack like moved his hand onto his ear like zhuayang like that. then in the end he was not zhuayang-ing! his hand came down swiftly iwth a COIN! XD like he stuff the coin on his ear, not IN HIS EAR so disgusting lke ON* his ear like how u would put a pen on the ear (: and he donated!!! and he got all his friends to donate too! :DDDD 8DDDDD so charming!!!!!!
but it was not much compared to SUAVEY! :D he was more surprisey!! XD
AWWW he was so suave! :D good-looking handsome drool-worthy (: a smile that makes u meltttttt and had a VERYVERYVERY KIND HEART!
cause i was like "excuse me, sir/ma'am. would you like to make a donation?" and the guy came forward and before i could bring myself to ask! he said! YES I WILL........
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!! it almost sounded like YES I DO *flower-eating syndrome* *flower-eating syndrom-ing!* I WAS SO CHARMED!!!! :D 8D 8D 8D <333333333333333333333333333333333333
like really really shuai! :D and just SO SUAVE! AWWWWWWWW XD then he got his friends to donate all his coins! and he himself donated all his coins too!!! :D
(stefanie sun's 《遇见》plays softly in the background!) *在人群中。。。他做的哪一件。。。可能在人家眼里 那么微不足道。。。那么琐碎的一件小事。。。 却让一个女生感动至今......... “我还会碰见他吗？”*
我还会碰见他吗？ 她还会再碰见他吗？
YThursday, March 12, 2009
Fat is the new skinny
YAY! :D
YWednesday, March 11, 2009
maybe this is what it feels like to be in love. :D your crush :D
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH i love this! :D *swoons*
YMonday, March 09, 2009
I AM NOT GOING TO PROCRASTINATE ANYMORE NO NO NO! and here i swear that i will NOT, N-O-T procrastinate anymore and to not do that now, adios!
PEARS (:
YFriday, March 06, 2009
this weird feeling that upsets you skin deep. you dont know how to describe, neither do you know how to explain it. this feeling that only one will understand if that misfortune has fallen on you.
everyone is moving on, cept you everyone is improving, cept you everyone is happy, cept you
people that you know, seeing you and you seeing them yet them pretending not to see/know/hear you even though you waved/called out/ smile... what an idiot i am... its really depressing when all that happens... people that you know, even if you know you've left them with a bad impression of self.
its a feeling like everyone hates you. and you cannot redeem yourself. ): beyond redemption. saddening.
its nice to know more nice people. nice to have known the nice people prior to knowing the present ones. but it is hard, hard to accept this. that you know more nice people, and you actually like it and the misfortune is not supposed to be LIKED.
so... what do we do? conflicting feelings, mixed emotions grey areas. the world is not a mere black and white situation. its a mesh, mash of colours, emotions of all kinds. hard to understand, hard to grasp. something keeps you going and you have to hold on to it. once you lose it, it'll be hard to go on...
mixed up... someone enlighten me?
YSunday, March 01, 2009
OMGOMGOMGOMG this is B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L! T_________TTTTTTTTTT
*hankering over the big dream!!!!* AHHHHHH!!!!!
Zenzeeli SGD$117.16/- T-T : Stride for the best in style. Two tone adjustable ankle straps accent this shoe with a rhinestone buckle at front. Lightly padded footbed. 3.5" thick heel.
it reflects a size 6 on auto on the browsing page!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A SIZE 6, ITS MEANT FOR ME!!! T-T i'm a size 6, euro size 37 i think :D . . . . . . . . .
ANY KIND SOULS OUT THERE???? i would love it! :D
had a fabulous weekend... pretty sad on friday... sobz my weekend is over so quickly! ):
today my parents had an off day from work! :D so we watched animal planet tgther :D haha and played with hamster! :D x) HAMSTER!! :D and also my cats :D haha and all the animals (:
recovering pretty well too! :D omgomgomgogmgomgoggomgggg shoeshoeshoeshoe!!!!!!!!!
yes gonggong, i posted my la learning log. i realised that i can type without looking at the keyboard. paying attention in class... listening listening... thinking thinking... and doing a whole lot of thinking....
the first term is almost over... i should have gotten used to it by now eh?
the answer is NO ):
big flat no.
i dunno leh.
its still like very sensitive to me.
its hard to understand.
nvm. who will understand?
i hope nobody will get to understand it.
de javu here
de javu that
sometimes i feel so detached ):
but still im growing fond of the new pple around me.
_____________________________________________________ Social unrest - widespread - snowballs
People wont be driven into a corner (analogy of a cornered rat) with the economic downturn during these hard times. Loss of jobs, loss of income, risen poverty rates will lead to a rise in vices, crime rates
The Biblical Story of Creation Define TENSION: conflict of values/ interest (opposite directions? physics :D) What was the tension between the Creator (the lord god) and the creations (Adam & Eve) - Agreements/ Set of rules to which A & E were forced to abide despite their dislike.
Link between BSOC and FRANKENSTEIN the creature can be compared to A & E. Victor Frankenstein was th Creations in both stories rebelled against their creator, causing much harm and damage to both parties and others. ---- becos the creations thought that they were superior/ sense of freewill (had the right to do certain things in order to achieve what they want.) ---- creations were sentimental and had emotions. ---- greed: lust for knowledge
Their punishments:
*A & E were expelled out of the garden of eden
* Humans were cursed: --- hard labour --- pains of childbirth --- there was sin in the world Kane and Able situation: Kane murders Able due to jealousy. Used as a biblical reference. (table forms are user-friendly/ easy to understand)
Possible similarities (Frankenstein / Prometheus / BSOC): - man (creature) = created vs evolution - thief: get thigns that do not belong to them - dont do things that you are not supposed to do - RETRIBUTION: pay for what you did - Law & Order (Rules... rules... rules...) - Tangible balance: things come full circle/ what comes around goes around?
SIMILARITIES ARE ALL GENERALISATION: cannot draw conclusion from general (ITS A FALLACY!!!!!) Prometheus / BSOC / Frankenstein: see patterns! - environment - crime / conflict? - punishment - meaning / concept behind it!
MAN's 1st sin -VS- Frankenstein - knowledge: dangerous and potentially fatal
Is frankenstein's desire for knowledge, satisfied?
.... blahblahblah no time to type in D: BAH!
SYMBOLS: Light - Frankenstein, the creature found out from the still-smouldering flame thatl light can help him, give him light admidst the dark nights. However, it can als0 hurt him when he touches it. (light represents-> knowledge, enlightenment, hope)
"Adam " who was the first man in the Garden of Eden
symbols: represent abstract concepts.
checkout: the modern prometheus painting by theodor von something.... :D
reminder: to talk abt greed face the front when presenting! (let the audience see your pretty faces! :D)
YWednesday, February 18, 2009
you need to provide an overview in your proposal. to orientate your reading. such as background, feel free to create your own sub-headings.
AIMS & OBJECTIVES: - don't lump it together with background eg. children are the future of the nation blablabla. (THIS IS NOT AN AIM)
MAKE YOUR PROPOSAL READER-FRIENDLY
- make the format very accessible
- user-friendly
- all these above will show that you are organised
; you musn't make your reader read through the whole thing painstakingly D:
*Note:
- Language are not perfect in proposals (take note of that)
- Prevent overcommitment (JUST GET IT DONE AND OVER WITH IT!)
YTuesday, February 17, 2009
jiejie came to my house today! :D woots! although i wasnt feeling well and was locked out of the house for 1/2 hour :D i feel much better after her visit! :D she bought me a bottle of Ascience deep nourish shampoo
haha washed my hair then she insisted that i press/squeeze dry my hair to prevent split ends from the rubbing dry action :D haha (:and she went crazy on my comp buying stuff on9 i love her loads... actually bot me 9 items on the net! 2 small pouches that can be used as pencil boxes
What if i have a lot of money? 1st thing i'll do: give my parents good life (: 2nd thing: i'll buy an abundance of materials to make my handicraft personally as a gift for my loved ones (family, friends and all (:) i'll put about 1/2 of it in a savings acc to make it grow haha and then i'll consider 10% - 15% for charityi wont see this as being selfish buti dont want to put a good life for my loved ones for the sake of charityas in... yes, we should help the needy..but how to say?i guess im just abit selfish D:BAH nvm (: maybe 15-20% then
i really want to go shopping....haha, the most feministic act so far is it?:D JJ cant bring me out cause she has to work overseas again.today was a suprise visit haha x) and i was throwing a hissy fit in the 1/2 hours i waited outside. HAIZ....i must really look like a psycho there beside the road then haha (:
things that i hope to get: - a pair of dark coloured long jeans (idealistically 2 pairs (: hopefully*) - 2 pairs of shorts! :D any shorts will do. 出门裤！ - a pair of 娃娃鞋 - light coloured shirts? :D abt 3? - singlets! :D
haiz... and if i can afford to treat myself... an addidas jacket with gold stripes?(: haha im not the chio type but i really like the golden-striped addidas jacket!
it must cost a bomb! D: bah... anyone knows any good places to buy good but affordable clothings? those as described above? clue me in!
jiejie thanks alot for always buying me stuff and handing down your marvellous clothesbut i feel really bad taking them all the time!i owe you big time sister! :D*hugshugshugshugs!!* i feel dumb... i cant dress myself up haiz..haha but i seem to have no prob helping people select stuff...BAH.i think my self-esteem is a negative..some one pump up my self-esteem please???haha my hair feels nice now haha x) feels really comfy!! :D- shampoo - conditioning - squeeze/press dry + towel wrap!feels really good now! :Dmy flu is still not getting any better... ):headaches, earblock DEAFNESS! and i realized that my eye sight has deteoriated )::D anyway hugs to jiejie! X) happy stuff that happened today:- janice that popped by my class!~- seeing liqi jinjin naijing during reces!- jingyi my take medication partner!- jiejie's surprise visit on a happier note! :Dbyebye! :D
YMonday, February 16, 2009
i feel hurt, angry and sad.
WHY?
im disapointed that so many people have the tendency to judge things by its cover. Well, im not perfect, i use to do that too. but i can tell u for sure i DO NOT DO THAT ANYMORE
so what if you have to stay back for another 365 days? must you immediately start giving those kind of LOOKS* that are just so OBVIOUS in saying: - "oh... bad kid" - "oh... rebellions" - "oh... sigh, another social degenerate"
IM SERIOUSLY pissed at this. @ least i know that im putting everything back into balance YES, block out unecessary commentary\critique. EASIER SAID THAN DONE put yourself in my own shoes and try to understand. i dont think that you'd even bother. your lack of empathy and understanding is seriously driving me up the wall i dont wish to have a spat with you but when i get angry i will really SPAT YOU.
i was dozing off not because i was just bored or whatever, i didnt even sleep late. CAN U JUST UNDERSTAND im having flu, slight fever and a blocked nose. i cant smell at all, i cant even hear things clearly and the medication is drowsy.
stop giving me those dirty looks. who noes what i might do to you. well i know very clearly what i'll do but that is just when you cross the line for now, where u still hadnt yet pushed the limit of my patience i shall just tolerate you. and when you cross the line you will jolly well know for yourself that you deserve everybit of shet that goes to you. what comes around goes around GET IT?
YSunday, February 08, 2009
old habits friggin die hard well, at least my friggin old habit of procrastinating is tAKING VERY LONG TO DIE
《你是我的眼》
。。。
如果我能看得
见就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中
牵住你的手
。
如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后
给你一个拥抱
。
如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的
我喜欢的
我爱的都不一样
。
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云
背后的蓝天
。
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
。
你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前
。
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云
背后的蓝天
。
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
。
你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前
。。。
repeatedly listened to this song (: its meaningful haha (: appreciate the fact that i can see (:
discovering more and more linyoujia's songs haha (:
我爱的人
他也有了爱人
从他们的眼神
说明了我不可能
。。。
(: who wrote all these songs! :D
its getting me so addicted! XD
and yoga's voice is special :)
well everyone is special! :D
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okay, back to homework (:
i predict not much sleep tonight either (:
YSaturday, February 07, 2009
there should be 48 hours a day.
5 weekdays a week
3 days a weekEND
.
.
2 days in a weekend
JUST ISNT ENOUGH!
):
dont u agree?
YWednesday, February 04, 2009
BEING PISSED HAS JUST TAKEN A WHOLE NEW MEANING
"u've" just pushed my boundaries of being pissed
DONT COME BACK TO ME WITH YOUR TAIL BETWEEN YOUR LEGS FOR HELP.
I DONT FRIGGIN CARE TO HELP
UNAPPRECIATIVE PEOPLE
WHO DOESNT UNDERSTAND
KINDNESS
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WHY THE ELL' SHOULD I WASTE MY TIME HELPING U!
U BLOODY PISSED ME OFF
YSaturday, January 31, 2009
im sadded sia! ): so much homework to do!
SERIOUSLY HOMEWORK IS A PAIN. ok no... not really i dunno why i really like doing math and chem worksheets :D big change from last year... (:
honestly... its not the homework "PAIN" that is killing me now... its more like the PAIN that comes every month WTH... i should just keep on eating the medicine that messes it up and keeps it away for half a year? ): SERIOUSLY CRAMPING LIKE MADDDDDD D: T___T BOOHOOOOO
hen tong leh! thank god for panadol menstrual... ): but i just ate it leh! then the effects havent come yet. it STILLL HURTS
-played word challenge on facebook. jumped from mime to ringmaster! woots! <3 - played the MS KANG GAME! :D in <3 with it. but stuck at some lvls. TnT - feeling a BIG sense of accomplishment cos i motivated myself to read through my atomic structure notes! :D olay!:D then i annotated and drew lots of pics again hahaha ;D haha okae. things to do for monday: bring my annotated atomic notes and show jessica! :D and also deliver chrissy's chem tb as well. its been sitting with me since the hols.. thankyou chrissy! :D <3 *grateful!*
people say my notes very funny, some say its messy, some say its like im playing liddat! OK GET UR PEN/BOOK/PAPER!
HUICI MINGYAN coming! :D
-"notes are meant to be funny
at least, thats for me
you laugh at the crazy story,
and the deal is:
you remember the stuff :D"-
ok, now i really love "mugging" i wont say mugging, i would say discovering knowledge :D hahah (: i love to acquire knowledge! :D ESP big cat diary on nat geo wild:D. reallyreally like it! :D
haha friday was a long day. well... i made it long for myself. -.- there was SO MUCH leftovver food, hahah the whole plastic bag of pastries mr chia bot. left quite UNEATEN. so i did my zuowen from cme lesson to chinese lesson (last period) all the way to 5+ omg. thats really fast rite. im sad that laoshi is injured ): we wont be seeing her for at least half a month i guess. ): get well soon! i miss chinese lesson! :D
omg... getting more and more pain......
u noe those kind of pain? that zhenzhentong.. zhenzhenlai..
haha okay. talk abt last friday again. then i went pe dept cant find any chers there already... so i tried calling mrchia. no body answered -- then i went back to class ask shiao kee for ideas. she tell me bringhome the food. NO! NONONONNOOO!!! XD i bring back only waste sia. hahah so... i figured out that the girlguides were still having their cca, then zhaoqi, qinyan,YEN MYMYMYMYMYMYY stays at the boarding school. which means i can tuo them to help me bring it to mrchia. :D YAY! hahah after i solved that problem, another came along. BOX OF LOVE LETTERS, not that qingshu la, the the the eggrolls? qidanjuan (: cny goodies, left half a box.
SO! i went outside to throw some rubbish, then i saw huier and xiaoen sitting in a circle outside with shiaowei the girlguides in orange shirts. juniors i guess haha? :D
haha then xiaoen waves to me said hi haha, then i threw away my rubbish and went back class. then i tot of something, i cant give huier they all the love letters! :D
then i went out with the box and gave it to huier, then everyone laugh -- omg. whywhywhy? and huier was desperately trying to get rid of me. hahaha.. xD i found out later on the bus why all of them laugh. -.- i was sitting with charmaine, a girlguide haha then nearing bishan that time, i tot she needed the bell and was getting off haha and asked her if she needed the bell and whether i need to throw myself out of my seat hahahahah. then no need then we started conversing. haha then she tell me why everyone laugh at me that time. haha seems like their Senior + role models were telling them not to snack on too much cny goodies and what an irony that i stuck the box of love letters right in their role models face hahaha hhahahaha HAHAHAHAHAHAH.....
the i got off the bus, haha (:
KAKAY! i didnt see u on 156 D: will keep my eyes PEELED next time wahahaha (:
ohya, we continued watching frankenstein during la lesson. HAIZ im such a useless IT rep. ): so helpless. BAH STUPID MACHINES ): i PRESSED VIDEO BUTTON, then set the top player to L1, then got one lor! then suddenly disappear, this msg: "no input signal from rgb 1" ):
walao.... then restarted restarted restarted the whole thing. -.- i was so frustrated. haha then mr tan said relac relac. haha then later went to get mr ng from the it room haha. he JUST CAME IN and pressed the VIDEO button with his magic finger......
SO MR MACHINE. U GOT SOME PROBLEM WITH MY FINGER IS IT!
-- stupid machine. i shall poke it with a pen to turn it on next time. since it doesnt like my finger. ): haha sway suay bah (:
went home played the ms kang game, and slept
YAY!
:D
my weekend is over just like that...
ohwells... time flies. it really does...
i shall get my act together!
JIAYOU! gonna finish my chemn ws 5 and 6! :D YIPPE!
and later continue with the rest hahaha okae
STILL VERY PAIN D:
i mean "that" pain.
oh ya.
thankyou yangjie laogong for the nutella! :DX)X)X)X)X)X)
and byebye blog! (:
homework time! (:
YSunday, January 18, 2009
my brother brought me to the zoo today. well i requested to go to the zoo. since he can get staff discount benefits there, he brought me there. Well, my bro doesnt work at the zoo. haha
Im feeling abit sad after i came back ): i feel cheated of my money.
WHAT DO U THINK OF WHEN YOUR HEAR THE WORD : CHEETAH?
WHAT DO U THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR AUSTRALIAN OUTBACK KANGAROO??
well, im not sure what you would think of
but im pretty sure it'll be something like this:
SPRINTING @ HIGH SPEED for their prey
lounging low spying on their prey
Happy hopping creatures
with kiddies in their pouches (:
HOWEVER.
TODAY, the tigers, WERE SLACKING, they were hiding from the strong sun, hiding under the shade of the tree. and the cheetahs were sleeping* in the shade. THE WHITE TIGERS were yawning at the screaming children visitors. THE POLAR BEAR CAME OUT OF WATER AND practically planted itself in front of the air conditioner in its enclosure. the wolf was hiding deep into the trees ): THE ONLY NICE PICTURE I THINK I TOOK TODAY
WAS THE PICTURES OF THE SPONTANEOUS OTTERS> they are a noisy bunch ,hahahaha making lots of noises, tried to capture them in action swimming in water. (: but failed ):
Taking in the MOMENT on camera is really hard and mostly chance? LIKE, u dont always gets the spirit of the moment everytime. ): the otters were extremely sporting :D and the giant tortoise stood itself at the gate and started to get near to me. it got real near to me, i went to touch it. secretly xD its head feels nice (: rather dryish, scalish, hahahah but the tortoise was sporting (: then while i was enjoying this intimate human-animal moment, a child had to scream to their papa and mama and all the tourists swarmed towardss the giant tortoise.
so, i slid out of the crowd and looked at my friend from afar, my friend edged itself away from the gate and walked* far from the gate, deep into the enclosure. Bye my friend (: my fellow vegetarian friend haha (:
IM SAD ): i think im anti-zoo already. I THINK IM BETTER OFF PAYING FOR MY NAT GEO WILD CABLE VISION!!! ): theres this show on sundays called cheetah blood brother. MY GOD, thats the kind u want to see. haiz. cant blame the zoo though. if i could devise a whole new zoo system i would. cos the animals are so tame, you dont get intimate with nature anymore leh. more like seeing the tamed and tired animals. i rather rob the zoo and set them all free )':
they are like prisoners. robbed of their benxing, and being forcefully tamed ): i wanted to walk myself right into the white tigers den. HAIZ of course. I DIDNT.
something that i heard on NAT GEO WILD today:
"i hope that one day humans can learn to coexist alongside animals peacefully"
Its a film about this indian man/scientist/ environmentalist? going after the issues of indian wolves in india, dying out. their numbers even less than white tigers.
I FEEL SO USELESS! ): what the ell' can i do to help?
i have no idea )':
*says bye with a broken heart*
YFriday, January 16, 2009
Today.
I am feeling happy (:
1st - its a friday!
2nd- im alive!
3rd- i helped a stranger yesterday!
:D lets start with the stranger
i was on my way to popular yesterday going to check out on some math assesment books :D then i was on the train, and a woman came in, i sort of immediately identified that she is pregnant then i gave up my seat for her, cos she was standing without holding on to any support and trying to untangle her ipod earphone wire, i was afraid that she might fall (:
Then after a while the train quite crowded then i stand quite near her, then she was asking me, how u noe i pregnant, then i was like, "oh, my aunt also like your belly size liddat" aiya something like that. then she smile lor (: actually i was happy that i gave up my seat for her, cos the train jerked later, which means she migght have fallen. I think she is in her 2nd trimester, most likely 4months le :)
so yay to that!
And now now to start with happiness of a friday. Week 2 was kind of screwed ): sort of screwish! But i really enjoyed PE lessons, Math lessons, Physics lessons. I feel kind of happy, cos i finally start to straighten out my one big headache with math, physics and chemistry!
I'm sort of addicted to browsing blogshops, and interesting to look at the blacklisted stories! And i went to lavender for a payment meetup to pay for my 2 pg bags! :D My new year clothes are coming on 21st jan, wheee~
parade around with new clothes.
highly unlikely :)
Im still pondering about OBS again. My mom says its a waste of time and total crap. Cause i came back after it last year with horrible sandfly bites. Correct that, INCORRIGIBLE sandfly bites.
Ok, its abit late to reminisce about OBS, but i really huixiangqi.
- Stupid wetwetwet obs, all the rain. BAH.
- Heavy tents
- AND ALL THE ANT BITES ):
why the ants all bite me!
and not to mosquitoes.
- scary rowboat ride (i seriously thought im going to die there)
and alot hahaha (: on a darker note ): i feel that my weekend is going to be consumed by work work work and more work. haiz. but tomorrow im going to the zoo! :D yay!!! (: SINGAPORE ZOO HERE I COME MUAHAHAAHA
and this weekend is going to pass in a flash.. confirmed not going to go obs again liao (: what shall happen to me in week9? :D
lets leave it to fate hahaha and byebye :)
YTuesday, December 30, 2008
I FOUND IT TOO SAYANG (可惜) to just X this conversation out with cynthia. Partly to commemorate my imagination! :D HAHAHAH Kudos to cynthia for putting up with me! XD (u noe she sat with me for a year, YES THATS A YEAR )
WARNING: it is obscenely long due to my luosuo-ness? :D & millions of thanks for personal shopper, tasteful CYNTHIA for helping me with my online loots! :D
请做好心理准备。。。 countdown 5 4 3 2 1 GO!
Catmad says: im a parent! Catmad says: O.O! cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: =.= cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: who's the OTHER parent? Catmad says: oh Catmad says: its cynthia! Catmad says: xD cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: T________________________T Catmad says: *kicks up kinky leg and dances around* Catmad says: *holds a bucket under cynthia's face to contain her sodium chloride filled tears! ( wat a kind act! )* cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: T________________________________________________________T Catmad says: *brings cynthia to the reservoir* Catmad says: *such an eco-friendly act!* Catmad says: xD cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: T____________________________________________________________________________________T Catmad says: works out million dollar invention of the TEAR DIAPER! Catmad says: with mamypoko diapers cooperation Catmad says: *recives free set of tear diaper* Catmad says: * help put it on cynthia* cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: -cynthia has left this ridiculous conversation. Catmad says: *huici jumps into comp and pulls cynthia back * cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: -Catmad continues to talk to herself cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: - they struggle for a few hours. Catmad says: - with cynthia's tear diaper Catmad says: Catmad says: *in the menawhile* cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: -they tear the tear diaper into little pieces Catmad says: *goes into collaberation with whisper* Catmad says: *and comes out with the tear pad!* Catmad says: *so now even girls Crying their eyes after heartbreak can look fashionable* Catmad says: * complete with the chic-est hot pink floral prints * Catmad says: *available at all major stores* Catmad says: *so get yours today now!* Catmad says: *oops, dont mean to say that you'll break up* cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: - ultra absorbent, so you can cry all day and all night! Catmad says: *YES! new and improved with double cotton lining* cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: cynthia says: you very bored is it? nothing to do is it? Catmad says: *now, laden full of nutrient rich cream to reduce eye bags after tearing* Catmad says: *now, available for men* Catmad says: *complete with the manliest, G2,000,000 black sheen* Catmad says: catmad says: u noe, we've got a whole new business concept in the works! Catmad says: *the reinvention of the TEAR PAD* cynthia when your knight in shining armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil says: cynthia says: yeah right. Catmad says: *"pissing around is very chanelllll" says karlaa lagarfeld* Catmad says: "when i mean ISNT very chanelll* Catmad says: *Karlaa lagarfeld takes over major designer role* Catmad says: *produces luxury line of the tear pad* Catmad says: *new billboard poster with1938 picture of lovely Mademoiselle grabrielle coco chanellll wearing photoshoped [lagar designed] tear pad goes onto the big billboards of paris* Catmad says: *hung on the tower, a whole new 300 metres full colour billboard print* Catmad says: * hot celebrity news: Major tennis star seen offering tear pads to opponent who lost and is Crying * cynthia says: -huici gets carried away and doesnt realise cynthia has long left to her pink hello panda beckoning to her Catmad says: - cynthia! this is a whole new million dollar concept! Catmad says: - come join me! Catmad says: *goes into collaboration with Gussi* cynthia says: cynthia says: wow the strawberry filling just spilled out! cynthia says: cynthia continues: and it is ultra crispy! Catmad says: *produces fire alarm shades, big fly gussi sades with hidden tear pads* Catmad says: -catmad: holds out hand to have a share of strawberry pie too! cynthia says: cynthia says: OOh and i got the panda with shades and an umbrealla!! cynthia says: cynthia : looks insulted. it is not a strawberry pie! cynthia says: it is hello panda with strawberry filling!! Catmad says: *YES! tear pad inc produces own company fan line of TEAR PAD UMBRELLA!* cynthia says: *groans. Catmad says: - hello panda! Catmad says: *say goodby to friends saying "hello panda" to you* Catmad says: *with the new any eye bag tear pad!* Catmad says: *with moisturising ingredients to give you the perfect supple eyes* Catmad says: *enough to melt HIS heart over and over again * Catmad says: *so come get yours now today, in preparation for a sudden eye bag attack* Catmad says: *Available at all major stores* Catmad says: *New "Luxuire" luxury tear pad only exclusively availabe at TheCynthiaSuitE(sweet) shoppe * Catmad says: WELCOME TO THE GRAND LAUNCH of Catmad says: TheCynthiaSuitE(sweet) shoppe Catmad says: --------------------&&-------------------------- Catmad says: [cynthia! pls cut the ribbon with golden scissors! to grace the grand opening!] cynthia says: =.= =.= .=.=.=.=.=.=.=..=.=.=.=.=. cynthia says: Catmad says: \ / [this is the blade of the scissors] 0 [this is the screw on the scissors] ../ \... [this is the handles of the scissors] cynthia says: it looks nothing like a scissors. cynthia says: Catmad says: scissors proudly sponsored by TearPadInc Catmad says: T_______T Catmad says: HAHAH cynthia says: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Catmad says: just CUT IT! Catmad says: ------------&&------------- [the ribbon] Catmad writes:
cynthia says: it looks like someone scribbled on msn. Catmad says: cynthia! u still there?! the tear pad thing ?????????????? Catmad says: HAHA cynthia says: oh WAIT. someone DID scribble on msn. cynthia says: dui lor. Catmad says: *cynthia graces the opening of TheCynthiaSuite(sweet) shoppe* cynthia says: yue shuo yue li pu Catmad says: HAHAHAHHAHHA cynthia says: *faints. Catmad says: *shop sells exclusive pads* Catmad says: *ranging from monthly needs to heartbreak needs* Catmad says: *so come get yours today for either needs!* cynthia says: havent finished ar!! Catmad says: HAVENT! Catmad says: i stil thinking opening branch leh! cynthia says: lao tian ye jiu ming arr Catmad says: HAHAHHA Catmad says: i feel like copying this entire conversation onto a word doc. to keep it Catmad says: or maybe can i upload with permission the tear pad parts to my blog for all to enjoy! Catmad says: ITS SUCH A PITY TO JUST CROSS THIS WINDOW OUT Catmad says: our million dollar idea! cynthia says: MY EXACT sentients., cynthia says: *sentiments Catmad says: ok Catmad says: can we bothcopy onto both our blogs? Catmad says: cynthia says: the blog title shall be: the stress NY girls face: Is it TOO big!? Catmad says: *Tear Pad [exclusive best friends day edition]* Catmad says: *the master hUiic shoots commercial* Catmad says: *bestie leaves gift in bestie's room* Catmad says: *a gift of the exclusive best friend day edition* Catmad says: *TEAR PAD! - with a note* Catmad says: *u can alway borrow my shoulder for an ultra absorbent tear pad* Catmad says: *well... what are best friends for* Catmad says: - CRITICALLY ACCLAIMED, commercial Catmad says: gets nominated into the Ooshcar Film/ CF awards Catmad says: *Works out another commercial. for exclusive Valentine's day tear pad edition* Catmad says: *girl gives guy a box of tear pad the loveliest valentine day exclusive edition* cynthia says: you know you can save this conversation and bring it for an interview at whispers? Catmad says: *that is complete in G2000 men black* Catmad says: - Really? would they want it? Catmad says: - maybe i should Catmad says: *with a note saying: * Catmad says: *i feel so safe with you. just like how a whisper pad is to me* Catmad says: *i can be myself so comfortably with you* Catmad says: *happy valentine's day* Catmad says: *guy very GANDONG* Catmad says: *tears* Catmad says: *open packaging to find* cynthia says: interviewer: uh..security? cynthia says: SECURIZTY! cynthia says: DA BOMB! Catmad says: *each individual pad casing with iloveyou* Catmad says: - SCARCE BLUES! Catmad says: - da is nonono bomb in my pads Catmad says: - I told u no BOMB! keep off keep off! Catmad says: - hey big guy, i said HAnds off my pads! Catmad says: *big guy is big, hard on the outside, but actually pretty much a softie* Catmad says: *big guy cries! : no body had scolded me b4! only mah' mama!* Catmad says: *hUiic feels sorry, apologies and helps to put on a pair of tear pad on bigguy* Catmad says: *bigguy feels very GANDONG* Catmad says: *bigguy says: uh'noe mah' mama* cynthia says: are you um, developing a story on msn?? Catmad says: *this feels like how mah' mama feels to me, so warm and caring! ooh mahmah, immah buying this whole set of tear pad* Catmad says: *LIGHT BULB LIGHTS UP! new CF idea: RELEASE SPECIAL mamah day's edition* Catmad says: *bigguy feels gandong, joins security team in TearPadInc* Catmad says: *becomes head of security* Catmad says: TearPadInc becomes a global success phenomenon Catmad says: founder hUiic and cYnnthiiaaaaa grows old Catmad says: ann dedicate their 15 figure long fortune to charity Catmad says: and the needy for the world Catmad says: collaborates with REedCross Catmad says: launches campaign of, "TearPad cares for the world" Catmad says: - lending a ear and a tearpad for the needy to find solace and hope Catmad says: - be like a caring tear pad today! and donate generously to Reedcross Catmad says: Global language association officialises the word Tearpad Catmad says: it now also carries a meaning: to give comfort, care, concern, security, to protect. Catmad says: --- so.... BE A TEARPAD TODAY! Catmad says: Catmad says: CYNTHIA! u still dere? Catmad says: lets consider doing a tearpad sequel as well Catmad says: cynthiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa u STIL DERE!??? cynthia says: um cynthia says: im busy copying everything you say and pasting cynthia says: yeah cynthia says: so kind of busy cynthia says: cause you talk a lot. Catmad says: HAHA! Catmad says: OKAE! u;'re really going to publish it?!??!!?!?!?!?!? Catmad says: See cynthia! Catmad says: u're my muse Catmad says: wukequn ?????????? ???????????? cynthia says: ohmygosh can you get ANY lamer. Catmad says: Tearpad ???????????? ?????????????????? Catmad says: sing to the tune of ???????? Catmad says: cnythia! Catmad says: shall i kuso weinixieshi tearpad exlcusive edition? cynthia says: uh, NO?? Catmad says: tearpad 是一种好事 我开始全身十分舒适 tearpad 就像是爱人 我开始连自己都不是 为你我做了太多的傻事 第一件就是送你tearpad。。。 Catmad says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LSyLK_iT5tA sing to the tune of this link Catmad says: 送你tearpad送你爱情 cynthia says: haha cynthia says: hui tan gang qin de nan sheng hao shuai oo Catmad says: 为你设计为你装置 为你做不可能的事 为你我学会设计tearpad 为你失去理智（my partner cynthia agrees with this） 为你设计为你装置 为你所不可能的事 为你设计所有安全感的tearpad。。。。 我忘了说最美的是它（tearpad）的意思 cynthia says: hha cynthia says: you know it doesnt really match Catmad says: tearpad 是一种好事 你的舒适是唯一宗旨 tearpad是一种本事 我在你心里什么位子 为你我做了太多的傻事 第一件就是为你设计tearpad。。。 Catmad says: HAHA Catmad says: cynthia wil have to do the improvisation! Catmad says: QUITE MATCH WAD! Catmad says: XD Catmad says: school reopen come to me I SING FOR U Catmad says: xD cynthia says: kay!! Catmad says: DEAL OR NO DEAL! Catmad says: Catmad says: *no hunk though, got tearpad Catmad says: cynthia! Are you really putting ALL THAT ON UR BLOG? Catmad says: wukequn 越爱越难过，我越写越离谱
Kudos to the original song and singer
:D and sorry for my immense LAMENESS!
buy me a wheelchair next time will you
"and wheelchair of the year goes to..."
OK is it bad to joke about wheelchairs!
sorry! ):
YMonday, December 29, 2008
HIHIHIHI ALL! :D
im in high spirits today! XD
TODAY! i spent almost half of my day at the ICA! :D to finally MAKE MY IC! :D haha i hear as if yangchenlin from buliangxiaohua in my head saying: HUHU!!! (: yay and thats a load of my to-do list. I CUT MY hair already, become mushroom head le. :D but this time not so mushroom, got layer abit xD i tell u layers dont work for me! :D COS they will anyhow qiao one -- haha so i learnt my lesson, layer ABIT only (:
OH MAN AND I WENT ALONE TOTALLY ALONE OK BOOHOOOOO ):::::: HAHAHAA but it was fun
took a decent IC photo. OH MAN. i hate taking photos -- take a photo of me only if u had BLINDING flashlight, expose me to OVEREXPOSURE of flash! to blind out my zit attack haha and my braces. HAHAAH but this photo still quite ok!
my queue number was B604! :D i waited from B400+ till my number! :D HAHAHA a child kept on playing with my short hair and tod her mom that her hair and my hair same shortness haha quite cute, pretended to fall asleep so she can fangxin de play. haha children should have fun mah! :D then this little boy keep crawling under the chairs. (: played abt 20 rounds of EASY lvl sudoku on my phone and i saw A-L-O-T ALOT of 15yr olds! :D and parents with children, babies in their arms. haha registrar of birth and death. if i were to remake the commercials. i think i would make a slogan like,
"share the joy of your dearest newborn
come on down and share with us the name of your bundle of joy
for registration of newborns,
please proceed to the auto ticketing machine
for a queue ticket
then proceed to the respective counter range as stated
to await your turn @ the counter
(:"
haha, i always give my respect to the custom officers, airport, checkpoints, shipyards, cargo exchange. They have such a BIG responsibility. (: i love the smell of the building, i dunno why! just smells nice! XD make me happy, the smell of AUTHORITY! :D honestly i think they were very fast, cos compared to other's experiences who otld me they waited 2-3 hours, i waiting like 1 1/2 close to 2 ? haha nvm, its worth the wait. :D and the lady at the counter, shes so
NICE! :D i was so nervous, i said"hi ma'am! its my first time registering" haha shes like tickled, like OF COURSE IDIOT! first time ma! XD hahhhahahahaha then i told her i dont like my picture. (: then she say 30 yrs old have to update ic so can change a nice picture then. I SWEAR i going to take the picture with professional make up i mean the CONCEALERS, for my wrinkles, zits, age spots -.- i really got age spots u'know., if u look closer. :D
THEN haha i reshuffled a whole new on-the-go playlist on my poddie! :D then i listened to alot of songs, haahaha all the lovely love songs! :D x) with no lack of meijiuges (:
hah so i left the place @ abt 4+ made my way to the mrt, took the train from lavender to cityhall then changed to north south line. hahaha THEN! this guy was so funny. the carriage is like FULL? actually NOT, just that people are UNWILLING TO MOVE IN to the between the carriage places. -- damnit like 那边有鬼meh，不可以移进去meh！
then got this malay guy, he so funny, with his friends then they kept squeezing in! then his fren b ag sort of stuck to my bag. then i was SANDWICHED between an aunty and THE BAG -- WLAO.but i was stuck onto a genuineYSL suede bag haha as bragged by the guy. then train moved on to next stop dhoby ghaut, i "excuse me!"-ed all the way into the Between-the-carriage place. then the malay guy and his 2 friends made their way in also. the alot of people flocked in! U SEE, becos of us, people save time that they can board the TRAIN! as in no need to wait for the nex train sia! WLAO, MOVE IN PEOPLE!
then! :D BECOS OF INCONSIDERTE PPLE wbo refused to move in, this uncle's bag or rather arm got stuck in the closing doors, of course, the door opened again.
then the announcement was like "doors are closing BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP"
FUNNY STUFF "THE GUY" SAID #1
then THE GUY said "doors are closing, for the third fkin time, please get your ass onto the train" then i laughed, as in, i was honestly tickled la! :D really funny mah, then his friend stare at me -- wlao. IT WAS GENUINELY FUNNY. then their conversation so funny. -- then THE GUY i dont think he singaporean, haha, he was saying
FUNNY STUFF "THE GUY" SAID #2
"you know how the lavatory, the toilet are located in the middle of the sections of the plane?"
friend "yah/ duh"
"so i always thought that the connection of the carriages was a toilet, like u see i tot can open and got toilet"
HAHAHAHAHHAAHAAHAHAHA WDV IT was funny the way he said it.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHA
u noe like betwen the carriages got this shaky place, then if u look closly like got 2 boards total on each side of ONE carriage? then feels like u can flip it open. haahahahah TOILET... WOW
FUNNY STUFF "THE GUY" SAID #3
"we can get on the train one la. cause we have learnt the ART OF SQUEEZING no prob one, usually people get their asses off at orchard. so there'll be plenty of space, oh ya sijit? (didnt hear clearly) u like wat brand is ur watch."
"swiss"
"oh, so u like swiss watches. then wat type u like?"
"what what type?"
"those type with big IN-YOUR-FACE face. and also wat kind of strap"
"okay with the size of faces, usually big size,"
"then what type strap?"
"any strap"
the other friend "give bra strap la"
THE GUY: "wlao, SO RUDE, here got LADIES, ladies L-A-D-I-E-S!"
then the other friend was like saying for their some overseas crazy hunt, they gonna create this scavenger hunt where they have to approach total strangers well FEMALE strangers to donate their BRA STRAPS if its unhookable on both ends to make watch strap. --
the guy: "whoa u very clear hor, even noe bra strap got hook on sides or not. PRO ARH"
other friend: WLAO BRA STRAP OF COURSE GOT HOOK. wad!
the guy + sj: but how u noe got variation one, like we both nvr knew, only u noe arh, so EXPERIENCED (like OMG.. --) we all tot like ONE PIECE, u noe like T-shirt except that back got 2 hooks but not to hook the straps over the shoulders is the one holding the cups one.
other friend: (slightly embarrassed) EH got ladies, LADIES, dont say liao la, so loud somemore.
HAHAHAHAH I didnt mean to eavesdrop, but they were just saying so LOUD SOMEMORE. ahaah ok not loud as in beside them can hear. -- hahahah x) funnyfunnyfunny! english as broken as it is! haha sounds so homely (:
anyway it was funny! :D and i spent $8.20 @ Mr.Bean, i bot 6 sian dousha, one chocolate one red bun sort of BUN THING, then one cold dounai. but the woman gave me a HOT dounai. -- hahah but nvm, then i brot my stuff into the train. of course i didnt eat. (: bring home share with my aunty and parents :D xiaohei was staring at me pleadingly xD so gave her a little piece of bun without the chocolate, they cant take chocolate (: haha so my day sort of ended. (: haha
WAH, im at the office, cant go home watch the drama, mondays got special back to back episodes of little nyonya! man i love their starting song! Sounds DEEP, CULTUR-OUS and nice! :D
loveloveloveit! :D i watch until the part last friday where aunt lan was pushed over by a frantic husband of Meiyu (cant rmbr his name) when aunt lan sort of found out that he was having affair with xiujuan. poor yuzhu! WAH i HATE the CHARLIE ZHANG and his son. stupid rich snobbers! sometimes i feel like jumping into the tv and strangling them AH WELLS -- xD wonder what happens NEXT! :D bah, already missed the first 25 minutes of the show liao D: %$#%##$ MAMA I WAN GO HOME! XD i hope they can close shop earlier ): so we can go have dinner earlier and tv and rest (: HAAH U NOE I PLANNED TO GO home to day one. so got backtobackTVenjoyment! like
7pm channel 8 心花朵朵开2
8pm channel 8 小娘惹
9pm channel 8 小娘惹
10pm channel U 一枝梅
BOOHOO THERE GOES MY MEI MENG! HMPH! T-t
u see BACK TO BACK enjoyment, total 4 hours! X)
OKAY! am tired go help 关店了！
byebye! :D
PONYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YSaturday, December 27, 2008
i AM SOOOO FREAKING TIRED!!!!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i feel so deprived of sleep!!! i dream so much i FEEL EVER MORE TIRED after i wake up ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh and i am limited to pills only once a week! @##$@*&()&#@$#^%&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
bloodybloodyrem!!!!!
YFriday, December 26, 2008
the cute dad :D^^
ive got a
planner,
executive writing pad :D,
new20pocketsclearfolder
a new blue pen that i rllyRLY LIKE!
a nice tigger notebook for Qns
buahahah, im all set to go for 2009. ah wells, the feeling hasnt really stabled. but i guess i sort of kandekai already.. ah wells, life goes on (:
I shall post abt 24th dec! i went to watch cape no.7 with jinjin! omg, it was a really deep touching movie! (: love,music,life sort of mixed feelings after that show. aniwaes, really really enjoyed the show the male lead's singing is real good. :D i was late for 1/2 hour in meeting jinjin D: i waited for bus 28 for close to an hour ): haizzz. and the rain just wont stop raining, + i didnt bring the common gate remote out, so i couldnt run back and get my umbrella. i just left it at home, totaly forgot the existence of rain. HAI. aniwaes. took 28 to toapayoh, and took the train to orchard and got REALLY LOST outside orchard mrt. should go out to the taka exit there, but went to the orchard boulevard exit. -.- jinjin says that im singaporean, yet am so lost in singapore's most hustly and bustly street. heehee. the buildings all look the same!!! XD -- its just ALOT of junctions hahahhhahhaha. shall improve my direction sense P:
the we had late lunch @ 1 at this jap food restaurant heehee, jinjin ate the soba dish and i ate puddings and drank coke :D hahahhahaah the mango pudding quite nice (: jinjin explained to me wat was soba. ahwells :D i didnt know whether do they mix utensils, so i didnt eat the soba :D shall learn to make vegan soba when im free. (: *enjoying my delicious curry puff*
then we went to the hall 6 of the cinema for our cape no. 7 after trying to decipher the confusing lvls of cineleisure! :D in the end we couldnt go in cos it wasnt SEATING YET! hmph... gahahah so we went down to get popcorn coke, we got a combi for 8bucks :D popcorn 1/2 sweet + salty, 2 cokes + 2 seaweed cuttlefish hahaha (: then went to watch. (:
after that SEPHORA!!! (: but was a BIGBIG letdown ): )'': there was no MakeUpForEver, but the usual biggies that u can find everywhere. lancome, guerlain. I REALLY want the makeupforever lipbalm ): jie gave one to me, but i lost it! and its reallygood , i MEAN REALLY GOOD! its abt US$18. man,,,, why didnt they bring in the labels that are not in singapore. the too faced counter was dazzling, but i dont really like too faced, not much pigment and sort of fades/ wearout soon. HAHAA, dunno, but i like MakeUpForEver! (: man i really love MUFE! x) hxjie uses it alot and ive seen how good it is HAHAA, wore some of it for ONCE, felt quite nice, at least no skin irritation (: hxjie loves it and absolutely blasts away alot of her salary for a loot of it usually off the net (: so much that she cancels sephora email updates. cause whenever she checks her mail, and sees sephora mails, it massacres her lovely wallet :D which is NOT GOOD.
COS, if its VERY massacred. she'll scrimp -- and... there goes my free treats :D HEEEEEEHEEE! hahha ok, back to little movie trip. jinjin advises that should try shiseido! cause its made to suit asian skin. (: not a fan of shiseido ads, the maquillage ones kinda blah oopssss.... jsut a personally opinion, but i like this lipstick ad by ito misaki :D hahahah realy CUTE and CREATIVE, original, NAME IT! (:
ah wdv too lazy I WANT TO SLEEP SO BYE
YWednesday, December 24, 2008
i can't stop listening to all the songs below. -- HMPH
唯一
大城小爱
不要害怕
Forever Love
Kiss Goodbye
所以我说leh。。。 歌颂感情的歌曲是百听不厌和永远都不会过时的！(:
YTuesday, December 23, 2008
Falling here and there
stumbling
into a whole new world of close strangers
Survival
Thriving
I'm nervous ):
I'm rather overwhelmed at times ):
COURAGE
COURAGE
COURAGE
YES
find my courage!
COURAGE!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHH!!!!!
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and i just want to dedicate this lovely poem,
to my friends (:
Of all the friends i've ever met,
You're the one i wont forget
And if i die before you do
i'll go to heaven and wait for you
i'll give the angels back their wings
and risk the loss of everything
Just to prove
my friendship is true
to have such a great friend
just like you!
OK HERE GOES another version xD
Of all the friends i've ever met
You're the one i wont forget
and if i die before you do
i'll go to heaven and wait for you
if you're not there on judgement day
i'll know you went the other way
i'll give the angels back their wings
and risk the loss of everything
Just to prove my friendship is true
I'll go to hell to be with you
And so very genius! :D those people who wrote these poems! X) Spread the love, and officially,
Merry Christmas!
YMonday, December 22, 2008
i want to take care of children!
ok this sounds pretty random (:
but i randomly clicked on this dumex ad and went exploring their website. and there was this trivia about TOUCH!
Touch is the only sense that gives your baby three things they need. It provides a sense of safety and security, gets them involved with the world around them and is a way that you can communicate with them and they can respond to you. As if you needed an excuse for more cuddles! <3
haha :D
it gives me more reason to exercise my NUOMI-NESS!
WHAAHAAHAHAAAH MUAHAHAHAHAHAH BUAHAAHAHHAHAHAH!!!
今天我很感动
真的真的很感动！谢谢你kk！Thankyou for all the great memories! :D i will never forget during obs, the torture of 11km. our bottles tied together, haha the time when we were during sentry duty and we sat on the jerry cans outside and chatted! :D and the SCARY rowboat ride. You are really really REALLY BRAVE. i seriously thought i would die there on the scary seas. a voice in my head was really really REALLY sort of making out the headlines on the papers tmrw reporting death of blabla on the seas. ): gee, im really afraid of water. :D And also the times when u cooked, haha! the maggi noodles (: hee.
Thankyou for being really considerate. I could nag abt this for a long time but i really must say this:
Cos im a vegetarian.
im afraid of troubling people with my special diet
and THANKYOU VERY MUCH
for always
挺身而出ing
拔刀相助ing
my princess in shining tresses! :D
u did all that in both obs and gcp
THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!
Thankyou for always been there, listening to me at night even after lights out. Listening to me rant abt my century long medical history problems, my xinshi. Thankyou for lending me a listening ear always! Thankyou for being my travel-mate, on the bus, or around those trips during gcp! i am an extremely 糯米饭 + superglue + silicon sealing/bonding gel person :D thankyou for putting up with my nuomi-ness and lameness. haha :D and also when my evil, emo twin possesses me. thankyou! thankyou for the daidi and bridge lessons!:D 名师出“高徒”xD seriously, u made me use my brain so much that i really conk out that day after all that daidaibridging :D somuch that i wasnt much bothered abt rem sleep the day after.
thankyou for telling me about myself, i've never felt so positive about myself ever. (:
and here in BIG BOLD WORDS:
THANKYOU!
i guess im pretty housewifey. dunno. but, its just me that i like to take care of pple. im not praising myself, but haha i like the feeling of taking care of people. MAn, i havent got around to learning first aid. i think i might take a cours in nursing perhaps?
i believe all creations comes from emotions and comes from gandongs. so much that you create something to memento the gandong. I can already visualize my future creations. And definitely am going to dedicate them to the great people that i've known. Apparently my mom has voiced out that i'm not the dressy kind. But... here goes :D i like dressing others up but just cannot dress myself up. i've found my voice, my direction for my future.
I feelthat ive grown up, recgonised more about myself, recgonised that i actually have many friends who are willing to support me. i salute you guys for helping me, pushing me and giving me the moral support. even though if im going to retain, i wont forget you guys. even though im going to be one level behind you guys, i will really miss you guys!
Thanks to all these people!:
Kakay(ive seriously learnt alot from u), Jessica who always there for me!, Christine, Liqi, Soochin, xiangchuin
Quekying, caijing, jinjin for lending me her notes and jyjy-ing me along, xinhui, carol, kaiqing
THERES too many people to thank. TOO MANY TOO MANY....
i will continue sharing food, sharing stuff, sharing my love.
im just like marley
give me your heart, and i'll give you mine
Life doesnt stop, and i promised myself not to cry about the FA result after today. i will sleep tonight, hide under my blanket and cry all abt it. and after that, when the tears dry, i will remember and cherish the good the people around me have shown me. As much as i bushede u guys, i will wish you guys all the best in sec4. And, i will never forget you guys.
With so much love im in, i dont see why i should think that life is bleak.
its colourful, and its gaining more hues and joy exponentially.
words cant phrase out exactly what i feel now.
but to those out there who have always been supporting me, i give you my heartfelt thanks from the bottom of my heart. and to those new people that im going to be with next year, i hope you guys can accept me and im gonna make sure no one follows in my path. i will give the people around me my heart. i will make my life better.
Thankyou my dear friends.
Our last day is not today.
our last day is going to be so MANY years down the road.
come to think of it
we're only 15 (10+)
and when it comes to our last day
we'll be jolly old and grey
-
I'll always give all the ones i love my heart and all
I'll always give them my care and protection
I'll always give them my support
I'll always remember the ones who helped me along bumps and falls.
help me pick myself out of the doldrums
Thankyou all of u guys. i've never felt so positive about myself before. i'm going to start afresh.
AND in BIG BOLD WORDS:
FEEL THE LOVE!<3
YThursday, December 18, 2008
i dont like being uprooted suddenly and stuck in a bunch of new people again. especially after you've gotten close with people. maybe not everyone. but at least close friends. maybe not that close but i dont even know but they feel like close friends. i dont know why i sound so incoherent. i cant phrase things well now. i dont deserve all that would one induce stupid medic conditions on onseself so that it makes u so distant from everyone, so lonely and so stupid. and so slow in the rat race of life? and get everyone mad at oneself. the tchrsvpexcocmsvpdn all of them all that you can imagine. do u think one wants a life like that? one cant help it. one doesnt want it to happen. one is dying. one doesnt know anything else one can do one can do ones best. and one IS doing one's best one is making up actively for what she lacks alrdy one is working hard one is working hard at improving her health too one cant promise that she's the best but one is working hard give one a chance will you? please?
where can one find solace in? shrinks? ANTIDs? or naproxen? Vs? DMs? one really wants a chance. one knows that one had thrown away a whole year of chances but one didnt choose to throw it ALL away. one knows that one has to change, one has to adapt and so one is doing all that now. who sees it? who considers it? one doesnt care. one cares, because one is doing it, one is seeing the improvement in it, one is being patient at it, one is working hard at it, one is doing one's best for it, one isnt doing it for people to see it. one is doing it because one knows that to learn is a joy. and one is comprehending the joy and learning to handle the joy.
one really wants a chance and one knows that one have already given oneself a chance already.
Behind every great man are greater friends, keep walking
Interesting eh? Saw this in a msn conversation advertisement, inspiring i guess. (:
Very meaningful! (: i'm not a great man, but i feel that this sentence is true. "the bell rings true". heehee.
Like that day when i went for my fa. I was really touched. (:
Thankyou:
Kaiqing
Quek Ying
Jessica
Kakay
Christine
Cherie
Wan Ting
Keep walking huici.. go on (:
YEs i will. i wont crash and burn and die halfway.
I WILL SURVIVE. (: no, not survive, i mean.. thrive (:
i think i have atypical depression. hahaha OK FORGET THAT (:
My brain is getting alot of info now, learning alot of new things, not to forget relearning all. haha, we live to learn, live to make mistakes, but we learn from it. thats what that makes up all the difference. THE CHANGE WE NEED! or rather, the CHANGE i need. i'm making it now. (: so lifes good and its only to get better in future.
I have alot of dreams and aspirations. i want to be a doctor, a nurse, a scientist? although i hate chemistry, but having a pair of healing hands, a brain that works out vaccines, medicines that can save billions, trillions of people. i want to be a customer service agent, taking in customer enquires, requests that gives patrons of the company smiles and praises. i want to be a drama mama, an actor on those heartwarming family dramas, i want the stage the spotlight to take on different roles, emotions... i want to be a cabin attendant, taking care of people in the air, well versed in rescue and emergency situations, all promising an enjoyable and safe flight to all destinations. i want to be a paramedic, helping save lives in emergency situations. i want to be a clothes designer, but sometimes i look at myself in the mirror and i cant help but say, i love dressing people up, but i just cant dress myself up. i love dolling people up, but i just cant bring myself to doll myself up. haiz. i want to be so much more so much more....
So many dreams, so many aspirations, only one life? so what the heck was i crying abt sometime in this year that i dont want to live? (:
But where do i start off? How do i categorize them? How do i fit all this into my life? Simple, plan ahead and be conscientious. (did i spell the word correct?. oh yes i did (: )
TO-DO Lists: - Finish practises math trigo and algebra revision
- Finish practice questions thats were printed off heymath
- haha and alot more.
* Buy 2009 planner, work out schedule, apply for BS stay, prep and rev up my engine, all my mistakes all my shortcomings.
theres so much more! (: YEs positivity!! positivity! (:
i will thrive!
and ps: reminds me of someone x) in a good way!
YMonday, December 08, 2008
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE PRINTER? WHAT WENT WRONG WITH THE PRINTER? WHAT IS IT THAT IS WRONG WITH THE PRINTER? WHY IS THE PRINTER WORKING LIKE THAT? WHY IS THE PRINTER NOT PRINTING THE WHOLE THING WHY IS THE PRINTER ONLY PRINTING THE CENTRE STRIP OF ALL THE STUFF I PRINTED?
IS THE PRINTER SPOILT?
samsung CLP-310, gosh, somethings that i never figure out. ARGH!
YSunday, December 07, 2008
Forever love! (:
爱你
不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever
才了解自己
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜
爱我
有些痛苦
有些不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我身边
像微风神奇
温柔的安抚我的不安定
所以我要每天研究你的笑容
oh...多么自然
forever love forever love
我只 想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后，你会是所有，幸福的理由
爱情是场最长最元的旅行
沿途雨季泥
-.- suddenly.. i feel like playing taiti! and bridgE! haha took an awfully long time to learn it. i shall play it with my cats. haha i did try ok, but they give more than one cards sometimes, and sometimes, the card is like permanently atached and mangled. HAHAHA (:
i missed the times when i could clap my hands, smile in my head, laugh like a mad woman that i can finally manipulate some math-related issues. (:
i shall say that: i like math alot, just not the struggle. Haha. suddenly i remember that during the beijing trip on the bus to shunmei garments i think, they were showing some olympic related videos. then there was one about the greatness of sportsmen, sportswomen and their athletic spirit.
they said: it is not the glory, but the struggle.
Suddenly i think of the Mastercard/Visa advertisement. the priceless advertisement. The renditions of cost haha: Limited Editioned Designer Dress: $3500/- A dress like no other: Priceless (:
"there are some things money can't buy... For everything else, there's Mastercard" And heres a really nice, touching commercial (: pretty funny, the monkey in there haha.
A very close hao xiong di sms-ed just now. (: cheered me up!
HAHA!
sms: ... You'll nvr walk alone!
jiayou ok? (:
YES, my dear friends out there, YOU'll nvr walk alone! hahaha (: nah, dont watch much football but i like that line. it belongs to liverpool FC is it? (: hahah i have a liverpool towel, red and white haha and BIG WORDS: YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.
so CHeers to being cheered up! hope i cheered you up! (:
YSaturday, December 06, 2008
Happiness is contagious. (:
"Dont worry, be happy" Being happy yourself, makes others happy A little smile goes miles and miles, even further than that. A this is a little article about happiness from yahoo! (:
Good Cheer may spread itself, a study suggests
By MARIA CHENG,AP Medical Writer AP - Friday, December 5 LONDON - When you're smiling, the whole world really does smile with you.
A paper being published Friday in a British medical journal concludes that happiness is contagious _ and that people pass on their good cheer even to total strangers.
American researchers who tracked more than 4,700 people in Framingham, Mass., as part of a 20-year heart study also found the transferred happiness is good for up to a year.
"Happiness is like a stampede," said Nicholas Christakis, a professor in Harvard University's sociology department and co-author of the study. "Whether you're happy depends not just on your own actions and behaviors and thoughts, but on those of people you don't even know."
While the study is another sign of the power of social networks, it ran through 2003, just before the rise of social networking Web sites like Friendster, MySpace and Facebook. Christakis couldn't say for sure whether the effect works online.
"This type of technology enhances your contact with friends, so it should support the kind of emotional contagion we observed," he said.
Christakis and co-author James Fowler, of the University of California in San Diego, are old hands at studying social networks. They previously found that obesity and smoking habits spread socially as well.
For this study, published in the British journal BMJ, they examined questionnaires that asked people to measure their happiness. They found distinct happy and unhappy clusters significantly bigger than would be expected by chance.
Happy people tended to be at the center of social networks and had many friends who were also happy. Having friends or siblings nearby increased people's chances of being upbeat. Happiness spread outward by three degrees, to the friends of friends of friends.
Happy spouses helped, too, but not as much as happy friends of the same gender. Experts think people, particularly woman, take emotional cues from people who look like them.
Christakis and Fowler estimate that each happy friend boosts your own chances of being happy by 9 percent. Having grumpy friends decreases it by about 7 percent.
But it also turns out misery don't love company: Happiness seemed to spread more consistently than unhappiness. But that doesn't mean you should drop your gloomy friends.
"Every friend increases the probability that you're at the center of a network, which means you are more eligible to get a wave of happiness," Fowler said.
Being happy also brings other benefits, including a protective effect on your immune system so you produce fewer stress hormones, said Andrew Steptoe, a psychology professor at University College London who was not involved with the study.
But you shouldn't assume you can make yourself happy just by making the right friends. "To say you can manipulate who your friends are to make yourself happier would be going too far," said Stanley Wasserman, an Indiana University statistician who studies social networks. The study was only conducted in a single community, so it would take more research to confirm its findings. But in a time of economic gloom, it also suggested some heartening news about money and happiness.
According to the research, an extra chunk of money increases your odds of being happy only marginally _ notably less than the odds of being happier if you have a happy friend.
"You can save your money," Christakis said. "Being around happy people is better."
speaking of being happy, have you smiled today? (:
hihihihi!: i just saw an article when i opened my internet browser! :D eeeee
TITLE: Sleepy brain prone to sudden shutdowns study - CHICAGO (Reuters) - Being deprived of sleep even for one night makes the brain unstable and prone to sudden shutdowns akin to a power failure -- brief lapses that hover between sleep and wakefulness, researchers said on Tuesday. . "It's as though it is both asleep and awake and they are switching between each other very rapidly," said David Dinges of the University of Pennsylvania School of Medicine, whose study appears in the Journal of Neuroscience. . "Imagine you are sitting in a room watching a movie with the lights on. In a stable brain, the lights stay on all the time. In a sleepy brain, the lights suddenly go off," Dinges said in a telephone interview. . The findings suggest that people who are sleep-deprived alternate between periods of near-normal brain function and dramatic lapses in attention and visual processing. "This involves more structures changing than we've ever seen before, but changing just during these lapses," Dinges said. . He and colleagues did brain imaging studies on 24 adults who performed simple tasks involving visual attention when they were well rested and when they had missed a night's sleep. The researchers used a type of brain imaging known as functional magnetic resonance imaging, or fMRI, which measures blood flow in the brain. . They found significant, momentary lapses in several areas of the brain, which seemed to frequently falter when the people were deprived of sleep, but not when these same people were well rested. . "These people are not lying in bed. They are sitting up doing a task they learned and they are working very hard at doing their best," Dinges said. He said the lapses seem to suggest that loss of sleep renders the brain incapable of fully fending off the involuntary drive to sleep. . He said the study makes it clear how dangerous sleep deprivation can be while driving on the highway, when even a four-second lapse could lead to a major accident. . "These are not just academic interests," he said. (Editing by Will Dunham and Cynthia Osterman) - life is just so wrong. u cant sleep when u want to. haiz. my AM sabbats is fun! :D pretty deep in thought, provoking in thought, aesthetically drilling... :] i was just that it is quite tiring... like the article said. i was fluctuating during near-normal brain functions and DRAMATIC LAPSES. too bad D: i was really suddenly facing a shutdown in my brain system... . IM DYING: look @ my debt list... T____T -------> MWS 9.2/10.1/11.1? (NNEED???) -------> AMES 4,5,6 (T___T Idunnohowtodo!!!!) -------> PHYASS 5.1? -------> ZUOWEN ARHHHH -------> and LJ that i missed... -------> DUSHUBG! ): eeeuyarghhhhhhhhh.... . seems like my systems going to shutdown ): i want to change a skin and use another emo skin maybe i can call it SHUTDOWN... ARGH my system is undergoing another DRAMATIC LAPSe> who fell asleep on ur feet b4? i fell asleep on a bus.. ok. i seriously dont like the new buses that they use. YES I KNW its a friendly bus for the less fortunate. BUt for me a personal opinion, i dont think that its really practical becos the seat for buses is so high up! ): and i dont feel that it uses space very well! NEXT I would like to recommend this tea shop! :D Taiwan Oolong Tea! :D its @ toa payoh bus interchange there! tucked at a nice corner for near the gate for buses @ the end of its route which is obviously! :] TOA PAYOH INTERCHANGE! :D today i specially took a turn in buses to pass by toa payoh interchange :] then i specially went to that store to buy the tea for my mom! :D she likes it and its good for health too.. so it doesnt matter bout the time and longer journey :] so i specially went there to buy tea :] and they really are very serious about each cup of tea! :] i bought one 500ml Plum Green Tea and one 500ml Winter Melon Tea. its really good! :D BUT I WAS SO BUTTERFINGERS. as i was walking away -- i.. d.ro.pped. it. ): WAHH! BUT! xD they were so kind they came to help me! :D pick up the spilling drink... and even mopped it up! its like in SG last time my house there got this pile of broken glass shards.. and it was there for a full year. people walked past it pple drove past it but they simply dont care? at hawker centres pple can spill food on the floor and table like nobody's business cause they feel its the CLEANER's business. yea wadevr! - they helped me!!! i am so touched! :] the nice shopkeeper even made me another set of plum tea and wintermelon tea! :] and they are really serious abt each cup of tea! :] im not onl y promoting this tea store jhus because they helped me, its really because of their commendable attitude in their business :] enthusiastic and serious, they are really kind to customers too! next they are also good in their quality of tea! :D fresh flown in tea leaves from taiwan tea farms! :D and brewed freshly, packaged in good quality takeaway cups. HEY its really good, it keeps the tea warm for one hour and cool for one hour too. :D and the best part is , it doesnt kill your fingers holding it! :] like the extreme cold that comes to thermal equilibrium with the cup and the cold comes to ur hands.. or the HEAT! :] so its really value. its really value for money. the shop is quite small! i feel that they have a good future here! :D do try it out! :D its really good x] haha i think im going to treat every fren that i go out with next time and pass by Toa payoh interchange! :] *happy!!!* so here comes the Qn! who feels like going out with me this hols! :D we can pass by TOA PAYOH INTERCHANGE ! :D and say hello to a cup of tea! :] - YARGH... MY DEBT. i fell into another dramatic lapse. im troubled.. PL for lasia hasnt really replied me much recently. and we have to go down this WK theres a camp coming up. eee im tired D: lifes really becomes a dreary rat race. i owe pple too much.. im working hard to PAY* them off.. haiz.... i wonder who wil hound me tmrw............... i think theres going to be heavy rain tomrorow since the bluelbue sky ! is cloudy now. :] not blueblue. blackblack? nah.. the sky isnt black. :] - gosh. pHYSIA! i hadnt done anithing yet,,, =/ what a dreary night....... life goes on... life drones on... life is ebbing away.... slowly.. slowly.. precious life without a clear goal is ebbed away slowly... why? - *Que sera sera... what ever wil be will be...* the futures not ours to see. que sera sera.... when i was just a little girl. i asked my mother will i be pretty, will i be rich? - ive been asking... what should i do when i grow up. dont think that its childish. dont u think its true to ask such Qns? what should i do after i graduate? what if i cant? what will happen? what do i pursue ? what do i desire? W H A T ?? im really lost? i feel. ): ): ): - - DYING FROM dramatic lapses... i shall go work hard at clearing my debt now. cya cya :]
YMonday, May 19, 2008
If you are thinking abt suicide..
read this first
If you are feeling suicidal now, please stop long enough to read this. It will only take about five minutes. I do not want to talk you out of your bad feelings. I am not a therapist or other mental health professional - only someone who knows what it is like to be in pain.
I don’t know who you are, or why you are reading this page. I only know that for the moment, you’re reading it, and that is good. I can assume that you are here because you are troubled and considering ending your life. If it were possible, I would prefer to be there with you at this moment, to sit with you and talk, face to face and heart to heart. But since that is not possible, we will have to make do with this.
I have known a lot of people who have wanted to kill themselves, so I have some small idea of what you might be feeling. I know that you might not be up to reading a long book, so I am going to keep this short. While we are together here for the next five minutes, I have five simple, practical things I would like to share with you. I won’t argue with you about whether you should kill yourself. But I assume that if you are thinking about it, you feel pretty bad.
Well, you’re still reading, and that’s very good. I’d like to ask you to stay with me for the rest of this page. I hope it means that you’re at least a tiny bit unsure, somewhere deep inside, about whether or not you really will end your life. Often people feel that, even in the deepest darkness of despair. Being unsure about dying is okay and normal. The fact that you are still alive at this minute means you are still a little bit unsure. It means that even while you want to die, at the same time some part of you still wants to live. So let’s hang on to that, and keep going for a few more minutes.
Start by considering this statement: “Suicide is not chosen; it happenswhen pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.” That’s all it’s about. You are not a bad person, or crazy, or weak, or flawed, because you feel suicidal. It doesn’t even mean that you really want to die - it only means that you have more pain than you can cope with right now. If I start piling weights on your shoulders, you will eventually collapse if I add enough weights... no matter how much you want to remain standing. Willpower has nothing to do with it. Of course you would cheer yourself up, if you could. Don’t accept it if someone tells you, “that’s not enough to be suicidal about.” There are many kinds of pain that may lead to suicide. Whether or not the pain is bearable may differ from person to person. What might be bearable to someone else, may not be bearable to you. The point at which the pain becomes unbearable depends on what kinds of coping resources you have. Individuals vary greatly in their capacity to withstand pain.
When pain exceeds pain-coping resources, suicidal feelings are the result. Suicide is neither wrong nor right; it is not a defect of character; it is morally neutral. It is simply an imbalance of pain versus coping resources.
You can survive suicidal feelings if you do either of two things: (1) find a way to reduce your pain, or (2) find a way to increase your coping resources. Both are possible. Now I want to tell you five things to think about.
-1.You need to hear that people do get through this -- even people who feel as badly as you are feeling now. Statistically, there is a very good chance that you are going to live. I hope that this information gives you some sense of hope.
-2.Give yourself some distance. Say to yourself, “I will wait 24 hours before I do anything.” Or a week. Remember that feelings and actions are two different things - just because you feel like killing yourself, doesn’t mean that you have to actually do it right this minute. Put some distance between your suicidal feelings and suicidal action. Even if it’s just 24 hours. You have already done it for 5 minutes, just by reading this page. You can do it for another 5 minutes by continuing to read this page. Keep going, and realize that while you still feel suicidal, you are not, at this moment, acting on it. That is very encouraging to me, and I hope it is to you.
-3.People often turn to suicide because they are seeking relief from pain. Remember that relief is a feeling. And you have to be alive to feel it. You will not feel the relief you so desperately seek, if you are dead.
-4.Some people will react badly to your suicidal feelings, either because they are frightened, or angry; they may actually increase your pain instead of helping you, despite their intentions, by saying or doing thoughtless things. You have to understand that their bad reactions are about their fears, not about you.
But there are people out there who can be with you in this horrible time, and will not judge you, or argue with you, or send you to a hospital, or try to talk you out of how badly you feel. They will simply care for you. Find one of them. Now. Use your 24 hours, or your week, and tell someone what’s going on with you. It is okay to ask for help. Try:
Send an anonymous e-mail to The Samaritans Call 1-800-SUICIDE in the U.S. Teenagers, call Covenant House NineLine, 1-800-999-9999 Look in the front of your phone book for a crisis line Call a psychotherapist Carefully choose a friend or a minister or rabbi, someone who is likely to listen But don’t give yourself the additional burden of trying to deal with this alone. Just talking about how you got to where you are, releases an awful lot of the pressure, and it might be just the additional coping resource you need to regain your balance.
-5.Suicidal feelings are, in and of themselves, traumatic. After they subside, you need to continue caring for yourself. Therapy is a really good idea. So are the various self-help groups available both in your community and on the Internet.
Well, it’s been a few minutes and you’re still with me. I’m really glad.
Since you have made it this far, you deserve a reward. I think you should reward yourself by giving yourself a gift. The gift you will give yourself is a coping resource. Remember, back up near the top of the page, I said that the idea is to make sure you have more coping resources than you have pain. So let’s give you another coping resource, or two, or ten...! until they outnumber your sources of pain.
Now, while this page may have given you some small relief, the best coping resource we can give you is another human being to talk with. If you find someone who wants to listen, and tell them how you are feeling and how you got to this point, you will have increased your coping resources by one. Hopefully the first person you choose won’t be the last. There are a lot of people out there who really want to hear from you. It’s time to start looking around for one of them. Now: I’d like you to call someone. :)
Note: pple who know my number can call me :] i will stir even from my deepest sleep x] so
please dont relief your pain the wrong way.. :]
lots of love,
someone-who-knows-what-it-is-like-to-be-in-pain
YWednesday, April 23, 2008
hUi:
HELLO! :D im back again! after so long.. haiz. :/ the last post was about??? oh.. OBS! [: haiz i duno why im like sweating bullets to get to weekends. AND I AM ALWAYS FINDING MYSELF @ the end of the weekend CHIONGING UR HOMEWORK!
NONONONOO! DISCIPLINE.. DISCIPLINE... DISCIPLINE.... NONONONNOO!! And now! i am supposed to go chiong out my geography! :/ i reached home today late again ): haiz..
oh ya! i shall tell u all abt YESTERDAY! XD (22nd april 2008) 22-04-08 is xiaoheihei's and xiaobaibai's and xiaohuihui's BIRTHDAY! x] HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ;D i bought a small breadtalk cake! yippee! but i think in the end iwas the one that eats the most of it. WAHAHA! but its nice leh! :D i dont get tired of breadtalk cakes!they are simply delicious! :] i think my mom said something about that they dont use flour! but they use egg white to whip up the "cake" in the cake! :] i gave xiaohei the cake, i mean i littlebit! :] and also xiaobai and xiaohui! x) then the rest i jus ate it heehee withmy mom dad haha! we finished the cake so fast! XD
i want to take a family photo! :D
Ok! on to the next thing! :D well i got home around 8++ pm on the 22nd april! ): WHY? cause i went to Ma'am's abode! x] to carry out jojo's bio test there! xD JOJO I LOVE UR TOYS! GIMME SOMEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! x] ok i shal go bugg jojo to give me a sample of the toyyie! x] i am really glad i have my family with me! :] i love my dad, i love my mom, i love my bro, i love my aunty, i love my Dua Pek, i love my ancestors, i love my relatives, i love damaomao, i love xiaoheihei, i love xiaobaibai, i love xiaohuihui, i love xiaolanlan, i love lanlan, i love xiaoqingqing, i love daheihei! :] u must be wondering who are they well... if u noe me well u'll definitely know la! <3 okok get back on track!!! i with jojo to ma'am's house. We got off at ABCDEFG hotel then waffles clubbie then we crossed the road to get to XYZ XYZ! :] (to the discretion of friend! Note** name and address is altered!) I was amazed at the number of cats she have! :] there was one very playful cattie! XD hahahahah the one thatwas super hyper with all of jojo's toys! :D ONE MAN (*opps one cat) soccer! :D and there was a cat that kept on molesting my butt! -- haha! :D she was sa jiao-ing! :] from the back! then i guess the kitties were crazy about the SOCKS! :D reminds me of a song!!
@ the kitty cats' party
all the kitens will be there
they'll be dressed up in their sunday best
with flowers in their hair
wearing red & yellow ribbons
with a tiny tinklebell!
there'll kittens from the city! and the countryside as well!
*
when its time to eat! MEOWMEOW!!!
sardine cans piles up to the sky!
then i dont rmbr already.. SNIFF*sniFF* x(
i heard this song in a Funny Cats video on YouTube. haiz, i feel sad for youtube mannn... you can NVR EVER Find that original file anymore. ITS FRIGGIN irritating when people post those idiotic videos up on the YouTube or they jus rip the original add in their stupid nonsense and then they upload it again! ALSO I DONT WANT TO MENTION THOSE RR stuff that will come out under search results. IT IS SOOOOOOO WRONG! rawrss.
OK NVRMIND back to ma'am's cats. they were sweet little things la! :] then later i went into the room where they keep the sick animals! :/ sick kittens. i saw those with bai nei zang, sore eyes, weak stomach, flu.. cold.. :/ it tugs at my heartstrings to see them suffering, yet i think of how my loved ones have to deal with everyday stuff... PARENTS. love them, please love them, it is a sin to not love them. they are our world. they really are. for whom do they endure the prolonged fatigue for? for whom do they really worry their heads off for? im pretty glad that my parents are very democratic at home. as in they respect me, in me wanting to ONLY want ME dealing MY own studies on my own. I guess they sort of knows it since primary school. Since Primary 5 when my results were OMGGG haiz. MATH & Science. they used to intervene. but slowly they sort of realised that i like to keep my own studies to myself. i dont want to worry them in a sense. i guess that is mutual understanding? and yesterday night i watch 无声呐喊. that episode was about married couples dealing with marriages and how their marriage relationship becomes better.
i once read in a book that Marriage is a failure an untold sin. One of the characters in the book feels that marriage is simply the prostituition of a woman to a one and only man. Well. it sounds abit Adult here. but hmmm. hahahahha i shant talk about it further! :D be rest assured that that is a HEALTHY BOOK! ;] u can borrow it from me if u want to! :] its a great book x]
Oh ya i was really tugged at my heartstrings when ma'am came home and was feeding medicine to a kitten that is really suffering feleing very uncomfortable because of her flu. :'/ she kept on crying to ma'am. I SAID CRYING. it expresses the discomfort that she is in and slowly she helped clear her mucus. feed her medicine. calm her down. and eventually manage to coax it to sleep. Sometimes i wonder, HUMAN & ANIMAL relationship -VS- HUMAN & HUMAN relationship. which one is greater? :] i believe that animals and humans communicate through 无言的爱, they dont have a common language between the two. therefore, its really based on your understanding and how long youve been coexisting with the animal. i dont think that humans are really superior in anyway. well probably! but im too tired to explain! :]
SIgh.. i shall sing a song JJ taught me! :D
洗屁屁、洗屁屁
屁屁用水洗!
HAHA! :]
yippees again im looking forward to EOY TRIP!! OMGG!!!!! why cant life be a tape player, JSUT PRES PLAY! :] rewind and relive your greatest moments! :] Fast forward and enjoy your greatest anticipATION! :] yea yea fast forward away all the math and SCIENCE . YUCK.
haiz.. speaking bout math. its making me emotional again. :/ i dont understand math. YA i know myself im a VERY VERY VERY slow person in math. u tell me alpha + beta = (-b)/(a). and (Alpha)(Beta) = c/a i cant just accept IT! i neeed to question it and unerstand it! EVEN at a minimal level ill be grateful. i find myself coming to tears in class nowadays. when you are hopelessly lost. and you are really trying your best to understand... 问君能有几多愁... 恰似一江春水向东流........... 人生短短几十年... 为何人类要把生活搞得那么复杂? 人类的文明也是人类的退化.... :[ haiz... i cried during math today i was really TOTALLY LOSTTTT LOSTTTTTT during the graphic calculator discussion. i guess tomrorow i got to go consult mrsphua on my math. :/ the fff = ff(x) thing is still confusing me! i cant us suddenly switch my entire thinking processes into thinking that its SUBBING! F3 does not equals to F x F x F! i cant do it. i need time.. i really need time.. OH YA I AM A GOOD GIRL. i did my math coordinate geometry already. remedial work. and i have Qns to ask. :] i handed in my ws late again. hm... math. ive been crying my eyeballs out because of it. :/ i cry while doing my math ws. i cry while figuring out my remedial stuf. icry i cry icry. i jus hav to cry. i dont know why. its this immense self pity at your own immense stupidity. :/ i cannot catch up with the rest of the class. when you know you are behind the race, you run faster. you run faster. you run faster.. academic steriods... anyone? :]
i totally screwed my IH Bt. it was horriblew. i hafd a big fat negg for my last comparison Qn. SUCKS eh?
:] nvm
走出去就有路 寻见了就有福
拥有的一切 都进了包袱
思念是带不走的
天空阴云密布 心中翻腾起伏
虽将飘摇 前途仍模糊
此地会是我 衣锦还乡处
飘洋过海 我吃的起苦
相信天无绝人之路
现实有咒诅 梦里有祝福
有缘同舟 风雨共渡
顶着烈日当空 眼底有迷雾
不能再让懦弱困住
日子多坎坷 命运有变数
只盼久旱逢甘露
ok my friends! :] im going to go do my GEOGRAPHY HOMEWORK PROPER! :] I WILL GET FULL MARKS! YIPPEEEE!! x] i really love geography! :]
亲爱的朋友们:
飘洋过海 我吃的起苦
相信天无绝人之路
现实有咒诅 梦里有祝福
有缘同舟 风雨共渡 ~
加油! like M1 said: 1life, live it ---- 生活、出精彩!
With lots of <3!
hUi! :]
YSunday, March 09, 2008
hey all~
i'm back to save this dying blog! :]
ok i'm seriously tired to type anything.
no, ive already recovered. no, obs was really fun for me. no, i havent started mugging yet. no, ive already finished washing my bags full of pungent obs stuff no, ive yet to even open my cob webbie bag. no, ive yet to start doing what im supposed to do. no, ive already started jumping around feeling the heat of stupid BTs no, ive already started to pull my hair out over all these stupid SIAs. no, ive havent really started the SIAs seriously except for 2 of em' no, ive already been missing OBS.
SHIT i feel like sleeping. i'm so tired today i dont know why. i want to go out and jus play for a whole day then come home and sleep then mug the next day. YA. but is it possible. Lets look here. WAIT what BTs are coming up? when are day? well shit i dont know that??? aiya whatever about the days la. - IH erm i dont understand? - BSP??? got TEST? HUH?? - Chinese? is it the same as BSP or is it different? o.o - Maths.. OK SHITS i did some studying ok! i wadsstudying the wrong topic... GOOD C.GEOM not tested ! :D - Physics. what the hell. im still VERYVERYVERYY confused over the stupid graphs - Chemistry. OMG? OMGG? what did i study for this term? - AEP??? GOT?? OR DONT HAVE? I DONT NOE? WELL DIE? - GEOGRAPHY. AHHHH I CAN DO THIS. YESYES!
ok whatever how and when and what did this post become about stupid BTs. aiya. its OUTWARD BOUND.
ok back on track! obs for me! WAS FUN! XD WAS DISGUSTING! BUT WHO CARES! XD heeheee ok im contradicting my self day 2 or day 3 i was dying to go home but last day i want to overstay in pulau ubin.. X( I MISS MAURICETTE!! AND BARKER 2008!
heehee ok Barker watch was fun. and KK thx for the FOOD! :D and JUNYING thx for helping me with the bamboo shoots. some sun of EWKS it stinks THX sandra and meijuan and BLAHLBHALBHA ALOTALOTALOT oh ya thx ven mymy oso ! XD and ALOTALOTALOT... I canot say le or i cry again -- aiyo the friday i was back i was emo-ing to myself writing in the paper :( hahahaha ok ive started appreciating stuff when i was back. lets talk about the floor when i was back i feel like i was standing on ice
AND i cant believe it. the first night i got home i slept walk downstairs and slept on the cold hard floor then i woke up at 555 -.- oh shittttttttttt i duno why, OMGGG im OBS-SSESSED! :D
aiya i really tired now. SHITS i want to SLEEP X( HAHAAH! ok i shall continue this tomorrow :D
TO BE CONTINUED..............................
YTuesday, January 29, 2008
OK allow me TO LET OFF THE STEAM ACCUMULATED FROM MATHS
firstly. i want to cry it out loud. WHY is it that hao xin mei you hao bao de. WHY IS IT that when pple approach u for help u really help them from the bottom of your heart. WHY IS IT that when the helpful and always helps really needs help? WHO WILL HELP? WHO WILL? WHO will sit down patiently and explain to u?
Really. theres no one. THERES NOBODY ON CAN REALLY RELY ON FOR HELP all the others are jus plain dead. or rather acting dead. returns my pleas with LOLs or I GTG le. or jus disappear offline. i noe that theres function that is called appear off9 yea thnks so much guys. now i noe that it doesnt pay to help. who the hell cares about when u need help.
yea. my lesson and i jolly well learnt it. nvm whoever it is go on watching ur TeeVee go on watching ur on9 dramas go on watching ur own cds go on and wallow in your enjoyment.
i dont care. i cant even help my self. so why the fck should i help u nex time u nid help'? why is it that when i really give help sincerely nobody returns that kind of help to me.
thank you debbie for helping me so much thank you deb's fren for helping me so much although i not so familiar with you ..
and to those, i really salute u. thx for giving me the lesson i learnt IT NEVER PAYS TO BE KIND. thankyou so much. i appreciate it. and sometime in the near future. expect the same treatment its tit for tat.
don't say that i'm heartless. I AM BECAUSE U ARE and to those that aren't i amm ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP
AND LASTLY. i jus want to say i really cant stand maths i've been crying everytime i do my math i really dont know how to do it i dont know why the cher is teaching so fast YEA jus get the school to expel mi i cant keep up with the maths. i cant keep up with the other geniuses i am jus stupid and dumb at maths i know u hate me yea i noe that too when i ask u Qns u take as i;ve nvr touched the frickin thing at all U ARE WRONG so u are happy if i crap up a whole piece of crap and ask u with that crap? yea u jus mean that i am crap yea i am, do i look like i care. actually i really care. I WANT to do well for maths why do u strive to remove the very last bit of the little joy i can hardly find in math? ya pls make me not clear my EOY for math this yr.
i cant see the frickin pract use of math. how much quadratics can u use in real life. YEA jus for that stinking few marks the exams gives u I REALLY ADMIRE THE SCHOOLING SYSTEM THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE GREAT EFFORT IN THE CURRICULUM i REALLLLLLYYYYYY LOVVVEEEEEE IIITTTTTTTTT
cramming everything together and putting together a whole new subject that has no meaning YeA, wad the fck do u see in it. YEA, COMPARISON to other educational posts. YEA, SO HIGH RANKED. to u i'm jus the black sheep out of the whole sea of white. thank you so much for giving me that realisation. i'm on the verge of stop trying. i'm tired of your contempt against me. yea i couldnt clear the damn paper last yr but can u stop giving me that frickin face like i'm this great big idiot? i noe basic math. and jus because i didnt bring my calculator for the Quiz. u shout me out of the class to borrow.
I HAVE BRAINS TOO I CAN THINK I CAN INFER TOO IF U DON LIKE ME SAY IT OUT LOUD IN FRONT OF MI.
my inability of enjoying math is partly u who fail to convey the fun in it to me. the test is also on u I"M SORRY FOR BRINGING DOWN THE STANDARD IN UR CLASS throw me out. write to the school management. make them kick me out. i'm really apologectic abt bring down the standard of marks in ur class. NO marks. NO talk right. don worry. i'm very streetsmart i can jolly well survive wholesomely without the frickin mental abuse of maths.
at the end of the day don eveybody just die. why make such misery out of the little years left of life.. i hate the world. i hate everything NOBODY really smiles at me sincerely anymore. NOBODY really gives u help sincerely anymore. NOBODY is really bothered and willing to help u. they would rather throw u out. YEA i noe that.
@ the end of the day, i've only got me to help me.
and i read something my fren sent me. i wonder how she EVER knew. :D
but this horoscope thing is TRUe really. really clicks.
Well... if u are a GEMINI! pls. tag me. :)
Cancer & Gemini
When Gemini and Cancer come together in a love affair, it may be a rather curious relationship. Sensitive, emotional Cancer has trouble communicating clearly (click!), but clear communication is what defines Gemini. Gemini's chivalrous nature and silver tongue may encourage the Crab to come out of its shell more quickly than usual; Cancer, in turn, can teach Gemini to slow down and appreciate the world, which the frenetic Twins hardly ever take time to do. If Gemini seems to ignore Cancer or doesn't provide them with as much reassurance and intimacy as Cancer needs, trouble may ensue. These two Signs approach the world in such different manners that they must be able to understand and accept one another's differences.
Cancer is the Sign of home and hearth, while Gemini is the thinker. Gemini can easily slip into the role of Cancer's knight in shining armor; Cancer returns that favor with their characteristic urge to protect the ones they love. Quality of home life is important to Cancer, and Gemini will be spoiled by their Cancer lover's hearty home cooking, soft bed and other creature comforts. Cancer is strongly intuitive and maintains an almost psychic connection with their loved ones, but can tend toward possessiveness and idealization of their Gemini partner. If Gemini just reassures Cancer that they're loved and cherished, all will go smoothly.
Gemini is ruled by the Planet Mercury (Communication) and Cancer is ruled by the Moon (Emotions). Cancer tends to keep their emotions bottled up inside as they have trouble expressing themselves. They envy Geminis their gift of open, clear communication afforded by the influence of Mercury. Gemini, in turn, can benefit from Cancer's intuitive approach, so different from Gemini's bubbly, surface nature; Cancer can teach Gemini to slow down and appreciate life instead of passing by the good things in their rush to get to the next new thing.
Gemini is an Air Sign and Cancer is a Water Sign. If these two Signs can work together they can be a great team; after all, the best decisions are made by incorporating the emotions and the intellect. The trouble for these two lies in learning to cooperate. They come from such opposite points of view that at times it can seem as if they simply have nothing in common. Deep, emotional Cancer can also sometimes dampen Gemini's airy enthusiasm, and light, fast-paced Gemini can leave Cancer feeling ruffled, even tattered. Balance can be achieved if they learn to talk openly with one another.
Gemini is a Mutable Sign and Cancer is a Cardinal Signs. Gemini is flexible, willing to go with the flow and follow another's lead; Cancer is an initiator and likes to provide that lead. Gemini may try to lead by being brave, even confrontational; for it to run smoothly between these two, they both need to learn when to back down and let the other lead the way.
What's the best aspect of the Gemini-Cancer relationship? Once they realize they're allies, they can soar to great heights together. Gemini is always thinking ahead and Cancer is quietly supporting these ideas behind the scenes. Each partner's ability to provide what the other is lacking makes theirs a fulfilling relationship.
~End~
believe me or not.its really TRUE :] i wonder who's my predestined Gemini
welll... i want to have dinner now , get some food in my system and the medicine.
and poof. i will be hitting the sack ;D
wel.. sleep! so, if you are a gemini, drop me a tag! :)
hUi: . Yo Yo YO! :) Reporting from 201'07 LIVE! Today's C & D was a SUCCESS!!! *****And firstly i wish to express my sincere thanks! to those 2 frens that came today! :) really grateful! But not when u said : yea, the evil woman.. UH HUH! I AM SUPPOSED TO BE A MAN!!! A MAN!!!!!
201'B M2 (M square): Mental Musical! * Our 2 Sassy Nurses! # Janelle aka Kway teow :] # Pinki! :] Our MUSIC DIRECTOR!~ hey those who watched this! ur in luck! we hav this super pianist playing LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $ NO OTHER THAN! DEAREST PAK CIK MARIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^XinHui.....................Cellist (Mr. Yong XB heehee) - Chih Chih!...........Cellist de Laopo (Mrs. Yong) - Bandung!.............Cellist de fren! (the one that recently broke up wif gf xD) ^Qian Lin..................Guitarist - Tingyi..................Guitarist's Step-Daddy - Xuean..................Guitarist's Mommie - Kangyan..............Guitarist's Step-Brother ^Sze Ling...................Er Hu Player - YongTong :P.......Brother 1, snatched the erhu - WaiWai!...............Brother 2, holding back Lingling ^Chiaia!!....................MAH DEAR DANCER! :] - Me........................The WONDERFUL MANAGER!
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ I'm so SAD! :/ haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i got laughed at. :/ you know when i wuz about to enter the stage. standing by the wings :] I WUZ SO NERVOUS then i felt like... like ..like ...like ...like ...like going to the loo :]. But thing kind kind kind kind senior from theatre club. told me i can use the bin .. of course . SHES JOKING and anyway i was not going to pee aniwae :p AND! - Entering Sequence. : Tingyi : YongTong! XD (oh yea. yongyong will kill mi if she sees this name :P heeeheexDD) : ChihChih : Wai Tiem : Xue An : Darling MI : DEAREST DONGDONG :) * HAIZ i waz trying my best to peep through the curtains.. when i realised xuean wauz out. I went out THEN A ROAR OF LAUGHTER OR RATHER GIGGLES CAME AUGH! == AND i had to scold the audience..............................................................................IT WAs SO. i dunno how to say : ) And . WOW. I WAS SO SHAKY. and my bathrobe almost dropped off please. :) then as i walked. AND WALKED continuing with my madness. I was to shout and scold without sound. :/ And SCOLD THE AUDIENCE WOWWWEEEEEEEE ! :] and i was so COLd when it was my turn :) I took off my robe and took a last peeeeeekkkie at my script that was doubling as a contract. and i heard : "Hey.. is it the script!@!!??? " X_X I could just die on the spot.. but halfway throughout the play before my part some where between Qianlin's Part. heehee i was getting cold feet... XDD stage fright BUT i COOLED Off ! Yea! xD Then it all came naturally to me :] So... i just acted! : ) heehee the audi is REALLY cold. After i took off my robe. ohMIGOSH it was cold! haha and i tot how chiaia is freezing heehee in her dancy clothes! :) seriously! Dear Chiaia! : ] ur figure really VERY VERY VERYYYY GOOD! o.o really look like catwoman! XD shen cai hao hao yeh! oh course, i not a jeekopek :) heehee you gave some eyecandy to audience harh! x) wo men shi tian shen yi dui yeh! xD hahahahahahaha i loved the show! :) i TOTALLY LURVE LURVE LUVEDDDED IT! :D and heh heh . @ rehearsal it was like the teacher kept correcting me from A-KAD-DERMY to a-CARE-dermie :) in the morn. AND WOW, i kept saying the wrong thing :/ * And my dear dancer, helped mi remember by a-cat-de-mi :) wow! but i still scared i'll say the wrong thing. SO. i said Cha-cha dance school. AND HEY! it wasnt kind to laugh man!!!XD heehee and i spotted some teeko giggles when i said maintain the figure eh! D: haha :D a good laught man! xD and I ?HATE MAKE UP =.= ok. i did put make up ALOT OF TIMES SIA. and wowee the starlights in the changing rooms were STUNNING and also STUNNINGLY WARM SIA! and then the air-conditioner QUITTED ON US.. WADDEHELL and IT WAS like a sauna. /: heehee loveleeeeee! wow and the makeup when i first put heehee jen jen put too much blusher on one side. then i REALISED I CAN REALLY MAKE THINGS PRETTY IF I PUT MY HEART & SOUL INTO IT! :) Ask our sassy nurses Janellleleee! XD haha i putted LOTs n LOTs of <3 into ur tying of the bouquets! and i got a GREAT BIG SHOCK SIA!!!! Claire.. u killed some of my nerves. haiz :X :D haha when i saw u vampire teeth and the face painted bloody. == XDDd hhaha i really had a gREAT GREAT SHOCK!! :) and i also put alot of heart and soul into your daisy/gerberra :) hope you really like it! :) *** will be posting some pictures of the flowers i wrapped!! : ) today i have to thankie xinhui also! hahahaha and the great fighting games i played on hui yings psp portable!! XD GuiltyGears GXX! :) WOWWEEEE it did relieved lots n LOTS of stressss!! :) hahahahahahahahahaAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA mi and yong hwang was fighting to kill the dizzy gal! XDDD WAHAHAHAHAHHA So proud of me self.. at first. i was playing scooby doo..haunted house but it all got toooooooo freakie and i didnt know how to do the controls and the blue phantom kept shooting me blue orbs ... == and i got so freaky and the music WAS SOOOO freaky oso i turned it off and play GGX! :) whoa ROX sia! :) *** and then after the performance! it turned into us running up to the changing rooms. and when i was all high about it being over! :) it was rather melancholic D: like... this is the last performance already SOBZZZZZ!!! :'( Like nex yr we will be in all different classes! ;/ i'm so sad now. BUT ITS THE MEMORIES that we created together amd it will be cherished! :) * 201'07 Book of memories is always in my heart. I remember everyone. and it will be the same even when we are old and old and older :)
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Ok this has no special meaning! just a meaningful song heard on TV commercial :] The celestial jewellery commercial:
* Fly me to the moon
and let me play among the stars
let me see what spring is like
on Jupiter & Mars
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*In other words
please be true
In other words
i love you! :)
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WoW, wat a meaningful song! :] i'm so happy today!
*** AND I ABSOLUTELY IS IN LOVE WITH FLOWERS! :) CACA! i'm glad u like the flowers!!!! XD i put alot of heart and soul into it!! and i wrapped so many flowers today! :) 10 gerberras is only SGD$3.oo/- :) love it. and 201a! you all ROCKS TOO!! hahahahahahaah :) lovely..
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Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the loveThe love,
the loveIt just ain't the same,
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always unchanged
New days are strange,
is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'allPeople killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above'
Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the loveThe love, the loveI feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinemaYo',
whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive to lovers bound
People killin', people dyin'Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help usSend us some guidance from above'
Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
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Lovely aint it!
Another nice song to share, meaningful and really lovely!:
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Poets often use many words
To say a simple thing.
It takes thought and time and rhyme
To make a poem sing.
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With music and words I've been playing
For you, I have written a song.
To be sure that you'll know what I'm saying,
I'll translate as I go along...
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Fly me to the moon,
And let me play among the stars.
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars.
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In other words,
Hold my hand.
In other words,
Darling, kiss me.
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Fill my heart with song,
And let me sing forever more.
You are all I long for,
All I worship and adore.
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In other words,
Please be true.
In other words,
I love you.
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~interlude~
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Fill my heart with song,
And let sing forever more.
You are all I long for,
All I worship and adore.
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In other words
Please be true.
In other words,
I love you.
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We remember.. All the times we, spent together.. The happy memories in my mind cannot be finished typing out on this blog n post. :) these memories are never ending and the emotions are overflowing :] ok, i shall go wash my make up off and take a bath cos i REALLY am Stinking :) a sauna with a shirt, coat and e bathrobe :) you will surely stink :] kk
: ) GOOD NIGHT! & leave a tag!
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So much love,
hUi
YTuesday, October 02, 2007
:) teehee! ok! I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW! :) wish me the best! xD
hUi:
This is hUi reporting LIVE from reality to BlogChannel news.
Tropical depression LA Paper1 had just passed over calmly. However, in such weather, the eye of another storm, History07' that already passed us safely not longer that 24 hours or lesser ago.
Not longer than a few many hours ago, Tropical Storm, CLC paper 1 & 2 had okay-ly passed us. We are left with 7 more storms ahead.
However, the Weather Observatory warns all of the NYGH Secondary 2 students about the great Hurricane IM's passing. Tomorrow @ exactly 1000 hours more or less, the eye of the storm is going to pass us, the eye of this great storm is calculated to last @ least 45 minutes. Please be informed to always stay indoors and keep ur head full of the laws of indics. ~ @ 1200 hours more or less, Hurricane IM(integrated maths) is calculated to end. ~ Still then, please keep ur curve ruler and pencils + calculators + extra batteries! ON THE GLOBE! ~ ~ the weather forecast for tonight updated @ exactly 2135 hours is cloudly and average temperature in Singapore is 29DegreesCelsius / 25DegreesCelsius. ~ Forecasted weather tomorrow would be Stormy in the morning. As humongous cumulumnimbus clouds are sighted in the skies of Singapore, tomorrow will be a very cool day with heavy morning rain. If you are due for exams or work early, please be reminded to leave your homes early to beat that early jam-about-to-be-made-worse-by-RAIN+HUrricane IM. Average Temperature will be within 24DegreesCelsius / 29DegressCelsius. ~ ~ Please be reminded that there are more impending storms sighted ahead other than tomorrow "3rd October". ~And here, dedicated to all People going to through Hurricane IM my best wishes. Do your best! ------------------------------------------WeatherReportBreak--------------------------------- ~ PS: after tomorrow there will be 6 down, 5 to go after tomorrowx2 there will be 8 down, 3 to go after tomorrowx3 there will be 9 down, 2 to go after tomorrowx4 is a day of ---REST---- after tomorrowx5 is a day of ---REST---- after tomorrowx6 there will be 10 down, 1 MORE to go!*for those livin in AEP07'201region) after tomorrowx7 there will 11 down, NO MORE TO GO! :) ~ HAIL TOWARDS FREEDOM! all the best. This is the best wishes from your dearest reporter hUi reporting live on BlogChannel. Weather forecasts fresh from the observatory will be reported daily. All residents are reminded to keep calm till the end of the Storms. Till then, please keep on hitting the books and getting plenty of rest, drinking plenty of water! ~ Au Revoir!*~ hUi
**many thanks to JenJen! xD Original creator of the title! All rights reserved! XD
YSaturday, September 29, 2007
hUi:
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Ok! Today's finally the day!
Tomorrow there will be 2 monsters to beat up!
<- As u can see here! Under 1st Oct's papers! :)
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So, Wish me the best!
If so, Drop a TAG! :)
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Lots of LoVe,
hUi *~
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PS: Good Luck for your own EOYs too! :)
hUi:
The title rhymes huh? : ) Well well, that reminds me of compo tomorrow's tomorrow. Well, only a few hours more to a dying experience.
I suffering a headache now. I'm feeling mad. and STRESSED up. Well. Mugged for history. A mugger i am now... WELL. I'm tired. I'm off to have a little nap. I'll be nice like a non-metal (teehee) and share a piece of random info:
I study well on rainy days.
Yesyes on rainy days
No no, don't get the wrong idea
I'm not a saddist
Well i hate saddists stuff
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Its all because i study well on rainy days
Because ITS COLD
BECAUSE ITS DARK
Because of the cumulunimbus clouds
known as storm clouds.
you can tell them apart from its Dark anvil shape, just like a mushroom
and cumulumnimbus clouds aka storm clouds,
can hold up to 6 trillion raindrops
And rain is good
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Cause it will be cold
Cause it will be dark
the heavier it rains, the happier i get
The perfect weather for a mugfest to take place
MugFest= Mugging Festival
In my dear living room
there i will sitting on the chairman position
hitting the books and hopefully ready to lick the world
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Not pessimistic you get the wrong idea.
Its just that i love rainy days
(raindays... sounds familiar.. CACA! thats ur guild! xD)
Rainy days are dark
where cumulumnimbus clouds gather and pour down great heavy rains
And occasionally a sudden bolt of lightning will strike the roof
A sudden rush of GREAT big currents rushes down into the circuits of your house.
AND BLAM
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Blows a fuse
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Not to worry, Singapore's electricity wirings are very SAFE!
All you have to do is to find that sweet little box
Electrical box, with a sweet little glove over your sweet little hand and turn up that awfully sweet master fuse or watisit that sweet little name.
And sweet little electricity will sweetly flow back again.
And a little random information
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Physicists made a mistake
That current only flows in one direction
BAM, its false.
Current flows in 2 directions
out from the positve and
also out from the negative too
from the sweet little dry cell.
Well, what measure Current?
Ampere, is it? Am i right?
YEs its ampere.
you measure current with a Ammeter
YES!
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And...wat measure resistance
YEs, little ohms measure resistance
Electromotive Force (e.m.f) is akin to Potential Difference
random huh?
WHAtever
i'm in muggin mode. : )
k. Love ya allz.
I going to sleep now.
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A little nap :)
4.37pm now
This little girl crushed with the weight of the world on the shoulders
will be up and recharged and ready to lick the world and hit the books once again
at 6.00pm
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PS: a bit more random info to share
Cumulumnimbus clouds are dangerous too
because of the terrible turbulence within the clouds.
Planes are equipped with anti-lightning sheilds
Planes are also equipped with Radar Meters to keep track the clouds ahead
and plausibly avoid cumulumnimbus clouds
In planes, There are 3 types of pilots working to gether
The captain, the co-captain and the Auto-pilot
:) Planes are very modernised and i really feel like going overseas!
Well what a time to feel like going overseas.
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I'm going to learn alot of stuff after the EOYs
I'm going for speech lessons at the media school as enrichment after EOYs(well. hopefully!)
:) this PS is dragging on so long. One More random info to share!
How many types of nationalism are there?
CCDERRN!
Cive nationalism
Cultural Nationalism
Diaspora Nationalism
Ethnic Nationalism
Religious Nationalism
Romantic Nationalism
National Identity also Nationalism!
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Ok after a bit of history,
comes abit of BIology
Wellwell.
AlexTeoCuteGuy
Adenine Thymine Cytosine Guanine
: )
all these makes up the DNA thread known simply as the Double Helix!
These 4 makes up the Double helix, other than the protein backbone. Is it?
Well well. another piece of random info
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Bone Marrow
Heard of it?
well , i think YOU should HAVE heard of it b4
Bone marrow . IS NOT A BONE! x)
Why?
its section a bone which is located in your lower spine.
It is a bone called bone marrow!
It contains White blood cells
WBC can be distinguished by its Messy Nucleus (well i cant bother to describe it nicely!)
Bone marrow also "creates" red blood cells and also blood platelets. =_+
After all this randomness.
i've decided.
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Its already 4.48
i wanted to sleep at 4.37
see how much i love you guys?
enriching your young minds full of enquiring knowledge
Widening your area of General Knowledge.
OK, this lovable girl here typing all this NEEDs to sleep
Wasted another 1 minute
Ok, i'm not EGO!
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Fine' i'll go sleep
byebye
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This tired girl crushed with the heavy weight of EOYs has finally left to get some sleep
: ) Signing off. x) me!
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See how much i love you guys! i even attached a photo of the bone marrow!
TAG if you love me and you appreciate it. And i'll love you from the bottom of my heart! x)
YThursday, September 27, 2007
hUi:
hihihihihihi...
still cannot sleep yet. sleeping soon. in 5 more minutes. which mins 5 more mins to blog here. OK, this dead blog in alive once again.
However, poor me here is not alive.
~*When will i ... live again...*~
not confident for my EOYs.
What will i do when its too late.
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too late to regret.
too late to start afresh
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@))* is my chance
my chance to start afresh
throwing away all the addictions
as hard as i can
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I will try my best. i will do my best
but i cannot promise it beautiful
a beautiful marksheet
i cannot promise.
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yet i cannot deny that i did play a fool
thinking that i can slink by somehow
but its true that i cant
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Or i can if i really try.
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my aEp prep's almost done
with a few more drawings.
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Maths can slink by
after my revision
i realised i can do my indices
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Bio's fun but not easy
yet i have read it all.. read it all
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Physics boring but its easy to score
but its really not easy for me
after all that falling asleep
F=ma that's all i remember
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Parallel or series all in circuits
wire it all into my brain
into the circuit with a highly tolerant fuse
Hope i don't fuse during exams.
Brainy circuit please don't die out on me
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Chem is complicated but its easy to score
like they always say
its in that table
in that periodic table when its always provided
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so lets all remember it this way:
M____M
( = . = )
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Groups show you your valence electrons
like how your schoolwork groupmates are to you.
they are the ones to see if you lose it or not (your mind. teehee)
that one valence electron....
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1-3 they will usually lose it
4 will occur as covalent bonds
5-7 usually they gain
while 8 are the inerts
cause they have the lovely 8 (Octet configuration)
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Periods are not those that comes every month..
They show you how many shells you have
like those vascularised layers you shed every month!
only a girl will know! (cheeky grin)
if the period number is bigger
that means there more shells
means that its easier to lose electrons instead
cause the valence are too far away
the van de woaa forces are too weak.
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Teehee! do you know why ionic bonds occur..
only between metals and non-metals
cause metals have metallic pride
hard and shiny and hard to break
"Don't hurt my pride"
"take it (e electron) or leave it..."
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Do you know why Covalent bonds occur..
only between non-metals and non-metals?
cause they are unlike from metals.
Friendly like me
nice like me!
So
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WE CAN ALWAYS SHARE
Thats' all folks!
YWednesday, September 26, 2007
17 posts, last publish may 07
DMN DMN DMN DMN! ITS LIKE HOW MANY SHIT DAYS TO EOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THREE! EXCLUDING TODAY! 24x3=?? (if i dun get it i can forget about my Integrated Math EOYs )
24x3= 72!! and... 72 hours! ITS 72 HOURS. minus the time u sleep which is like 10?
10hrs of sleep per day is... 10x3= 30!! 72-30=?? ans: 42!!!
** minus the time u bath n eat or just plainly slacking away sumwhere???? fine, i enforce DICTATORSHIP. & declare a state of EMERGENCY!!!!!!!!!!!!! DISCIPLINE's the word, ABSOLUTE discipline. (history, here's wat we learn from the Communist revolution in the malayas 1954. gosh. am i right?? DAMN i not even surE!)
lets just make it ... 2 hours????? 2x3 is???? 6!!!!
42-6? = 36!!!!! *** minus the XYZ BISHY BASHY time in school????
22-3=!? 19! NINETEEN HOURS TO REALLY STUDY FOR GODDAMN SHIT SUBJECT! AND. I haven finish the aep prep! and half of it is SOGGY , idropped my soup on it. CLEVER RIGHT>>??????????
so .. how many XYZ hours to EOYS? HOW are EOYS gonnna XYZ ME! It hasnt been rainiing for DAYS N DAYS! AND DAMNIT I STUDY well on rainy days! AND damnit, change the likes. I CANT STAND LANG ARTS. ITS TOTALLY BLEH
I CANT STAND IT!
SOMEONE XYZ ME !
THe girl which finally felt the heat of EOYs. when she's really left with 19 hours to mug. =/ - has left to get some sleep
YSaturday, May 12, 2007
Well. its so late at night haha And i realised we're so different. haha don't feel like talking so much, haiz. i neglected my blog so much. haha i don't even rmbr wat blog was carol talking about when she said some idiot from 6i (hahaa... probably not really an idiot la) tagged me on my tagboard.
Haahahahahahaha.. too bad i wasnt online.. hahahahahaha lend a shoulder or lend a ear hahaha not transplant haha.
YThursday, October 26, 2006
Today, i felt angry, or rather i was quite put off when one of my friends started to "coop" my songs. its not like i'm unwilling to share. but it is my principle that if you want something, jolly well tell me right in the face and not secretly go behind my back to copy the file and upload it.
If it was you who took in the trouble to find it to buy it, i would like to ask one Qn,
[Chorus:]I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky I'll make a wish Take a chance Make a change And breakaway Out of the darkness and into the sun But I won't forget all the ones that I loved I'll take a risk Take a chance Make a change And breakaway
how does this song sounds to u? well, i find this very uplifting and inspiring. i heard this song on the bus when i was on the bus home from disappionting school, it was the song tht was turned up so loud by this lady beside me, then i heard it. It's really very uplifting, i nearly teared when i heard...
the chorus: I'll spread my winds & I'll learn how to fly, i'll do what it takes till i touch the sky...
well, sometimes when disappointment falls into our lives, i guess it's time to learn to find our wings and heal it if its broken. to me, everybody's a angel, some with their wings outspread and flying, some not so well, some broken emotionally, some broken... physically.
I'll spread my wings. - I'll pick myself out of disappointment, & i'll learn how to fly - i'll learn, i make up and not cry over spilt milk i'll do what it takes - I'll put in my heart and soul till i touch the sky - I'll reach my goal.
If i hadnt heard this song, i probably would not have mustered up the courage to face harsh reality. well... just think that you've been through more shit than this! ;D Well, best wishes to all! Truly... hUi
YTuesday, October 10, 2006
hUi Hi! Farty maths is over, well at least half is over... fArty maths and aerty farty art are really a pair. u nowe the subjects arwe REALLYU AUGH!!!!!!!
YSunday, October 08, 2006
hUi, Haha! aRty & fArty exam is finally over!`its a day to rejoice! where is my wine? where is my bread? Party TIME!!!! Yet today was also a major bummer... WAT THE HELL!! i dint know that lkb will test us on glossary keywords! What a creepo ticko. ^.^ >.<>:)
YFriday, October 06, 2006
hUi
EoY's are finally going to come to a closure. With only aRt & mAth left, i believe it will be a sort of breeze for all... hehe
Why do we students need to do math? Even if the numbers you count, they are still NUMBERS!!! I am willing to take language papers but if it is chem... physics... math.... sorry, no thanks. Language i believe is the most versatile tool alive in this world, it is running in every body's blood pumping out of their hearts. If not, how do i post on this? Speaking of the aRt exam... i think with a brain like mine, i will flunk it. What is Romanticsm? What is Neo-classiscm? What is Realism? What is Impressionism? What is Cubism?
These are the aRt movements... but if this keeps up, i think we students will start a revolutionary movement call Depressionism, or Suicidalism. Is it? haha, just kidding... =P
Hai... this is so depressing... One after another, one blow after another, this is becoming hecticly exhausting both physically and emotionally... Last time in primary school, everything was so well-planned, suffice time in grasping concept, suffice time in practiscing concept, yet, now... everything is so constrained, time & all. Even the covering of syllabus is very very very rushed. But often i would wish to turn back and ask the teachers, is this what they call learning? is this the spirit of learning? No, i do not think so. I think i am those type who will only live & learn the way i want it, if i know i have a better advantage in Language, i'll do language, improving and emphasizing my best point, instead of choosing something like sciences and math.
Sigh... what can i do? :) !!Dont worry ** Be happy!!
YThursday, October 05, 2006
hUi (fire, fire, thats my fire... passion, passion, thats my passion!) =D ( ", )
haiz... it has been a hellweek for me... haha End of yrs are finally going to be over... what have i left...
-Science -AeP -IntegRatEdmAth...
well i just saw somevideos that my friend sent me.. when she's a dancer... and i really got vry inspred when i saw the vdeos... it is about these 3 amazing ballerinas, they are friends and dancers too. they were so controlled so strong and veryvery elegant... haha their incredible flexibility also made me faint... it was just so awe-inspiring.... i dunno whats the name called but its something like a jump split... she is just so light in her jumps... Wow! its almost like a feather dancing to the music. and when they do the turning... i was like... omG!!!!! how do they ever turn like that?!!!
haha that's why this post is named inspiration.. i've been wondering.. what exactlyis a pointe? is it u stand on the tip of your toes or is it on the big toe nail??? hehe.. hai... maybe those pple who knows me will find it unbelievable.. but deep in my heart i actually would be very willing to learn u know ballet... so embarrassing.... hai... i'm quite heavy too...hehe so if i ever dance, i think the stage will break or something, or even cause the plate tectonics to go into crazy convergence, divergence and transformance! hehe... oh ya, tomorrow's Sciences EOY.... wish me luck! =D maybe after today's exam i may drop in another post or something! :D
***the fat dancer is for if i ever break a stage ***beautiful dancer was the inspiring one that i rattled about earlier on! :D
gOoD LuCk to all esp... -those crazy one~o'~oners' (hehe.. not really la if really is i also crazy!) -my friends in other schools that are taking EOYs too!!!
PS: if i ever break the stage... i'll post about it!!! ok?? keep it a secret.... okay? okay. =D
YSunday, September 24, 2006
Sarangingayo (Perhaps Love)
the song lyrics and translation for the theme of Goong.
byol il i anilsu itdago sasohan maum irago nega nege jakku malul hanunge osekhangol sarangingayo? gude nawa gatdamyun shijakingayo? mam i jakku gudael saranghandeyo! onsesang i dud dorok sorichineyou... whe ijeya dulijyo! sorol man nagi wihe, ijeya sarang chajatda go...
jigum ne maumul solmyung haryo hedo niga nega dweo mamul nukkinun bangbob ppuninde imi nan niane itnun gol ne ane niga itdushi oorin soroege (soroege) imi gilduryojin ji molra sarangingayo? gude nawa gatdamyun shijakingayo? mam i jakku gudael saranghandeyo! onsesang i dud dorok sorichineyou... whe ijeya dulijyo! sorol man nagi wihe, ijeya sarang chajatda go...
jigun ne maumul seolmyung haryo hedo niga nega dweo mamul nukki nun bangbup bbun inde
imi nan niane itnun geol neane niga itdushi oorin seoro ege imi gilduro jinji molra sarangingayo? gude nawa gatdamyun shijakingayo? mam i jakku gudael saranghandeyo! onsesang i dud dorok sorichineyou... whe ijeya dulijyo! sorol man nagi wihe, ijeya sarang chajatda go... sengak he bomyun manun soongan sok e olmana manun soleim itsutnunji jogun nujun gu mankum nan do jalhe joolkke yo hamkke halkke yo, chuok i dwel giok man seonmulhalkke yo dashin ne gyeoteso ddonaji mayo jjalbun soongan jocha do bulanhan geolyo nege momulo joyo. gudel iroke mani, sarang hago itsoyo imi....
translation-- when or where it is, I don't remember my head keeps starting to be disorganized one or two times I had this thought but it keeps being put back, so I'm sort of confused
just that it's nothing serious, just that it's a tiny piece of my heart when I talk to you it feels a bit weird... is it love? if you were the same as me, is it the start? my heart keeps saying, "I love him!" shout so that the whole world can hear.. why, I hear it now! to meet each other, now we have found love... if I try to describe my heart right now the only way is for you to come into my heart and feel for yourself. I'm already in you. just as you're in my heart we should be to each other (to each other) already very good to each other, right? is it love? if you were the same as me, is it the start? my heart keeps saying, "I love him!" shout so that the whole world can hear.. why, I hear it now! to meet each other, now we have found love... if I think about it.. in a lot of moments there was a lot of longing even if it's late, I'll make up for it to you. let's be together. I'll only give you remembered memories. don't leave my side again. don't leave for even a moment. please be by my side. I was loving you so much like this. already...
YFriday, September 22, 2006
Hi! This is hUi here! Guess what... I have a new canine buddy! ~~~~~ Do u love animals? I must say that i am a crazy animal lover, guess what, because of my love for animals.. I go vegetarian! :):)~~~~~ sMiLeZ~~~~~~ But i totally despise those kind of people who have absolutely no respect for life around them, people who mistreat animals. Even people who mistreat people! Well if you're wondering what my new canine friend looked like, i will tell you that he is very ordinary (i'm very ordinary too). But to me, i do not bother what pedigree it is, i love my canine buddy for who he is, and i believe he loves me too for who i am too! :):)~~~~~sMiLeZ~~~~~~
Now now, about my feline buddy, she's cUtE! she's sWeEt! she's LoVeLY!
- no pedigree - no expensive grooming (i groom her myself) :):):)~~~~~ - lovable!
!MyBeStFrIeNd! haha i guess gtg!
I gUess i gtg! BB! p.a.t! (*post another time)
YWednesday, August 16, 2006
hi!! long time no post.. i gues my msn space was much better, more updatd!!! go check it out!
YSunday, June 18, 2006
yow za,,, so log since i posted in my blog, i just want to say that Books rule my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I juz love books, I'm currently reading this book : "I am a Cat" by Soseki Natsume, a japanese writer and juz finished this book : Beloved, by Toni Morrison, a beautifully written allegory, touching, its not romance instead its about a kind of love in its purest state, maybe thats the soul of the world, the kind of love between a child and parent, a special bond, that ties people together gently, the bond that bonds people together, it is special,, and it is called - love... ... ...
YThursday, January 19, 2006
NOT FAIR!!!! all my cousins they got mp3s lor!!!! no fair,,, i dont have... wahhh...
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Le dEteSt!! (T_T)
Zenzeeli
NOT FAIR!!!! all my cousins they got mp3s lor!!!! no fair,,, i dont have... wahhh...
